HARD TO CONVINCE THE HEART
Many have told me that time would ease
my loss and pain
But it is very sad that every day I feel the
same deep pain
Whenever I wake up in the morning I try
to reach for you
My pillow is soaked with my tears like the
morning dew
I was devastated when you fell ill but felt
we could beat
With the effort we put in together it
seemed a small feat
Your passing away now is unbearable,
means much more
I never thought that this tragedy would
knock on my door
We loved our family life and wanted more
time together
With my care I thought every day you
were getting better
Rain or shine we knew well our living was
lined with gold
We talked of all our future plans of
together growing old
We prayed hard so that we would be able
to survive this
We laughed and played and loved each
other with a kiss
We kept thinking that we would win our
battle for sure
I now hope a miracle came and the
doctors found a cure
When your life support needed to be
turned off at last
I kneeled down at your bed side and
renewed the past
I told you to sail calmly through the ocean
to your home
With my tears rolling down the cheek I
left you all alone
Neither I nor anyone else could do
anything to revive you
I walked out of the emergency all alone
after loosing you
That sorrow and loneliness have been
with me ever since
My heart keeps weeping and I find it very
hard to convince.