I love being a Knight. I love the rain. Anyone who defeats India is a knight. I think that is where the whole concept of Knighthood comes from, humans who have ascended to defeat others who value nudity and vile sexual relations with one another over devine love. I love my god and I fear him more than I care about having sexual relations with others. The only thing you get from it is pleasure. I like to kill instead. Killing is such a human thing, and marvelous at its most innocent.
When you take the life of another, you get to live longer. I have committed my life to the way of war. Oftentimes when I sit down and think of the woman that I love, It’s not being with her that entertains me the most, it’s my desire to go on adventures and have a feast with my army. I like to go on long adventures in the woods, kill a big game and feast on it with my mates quite often. If you haul in a big game with your mates and bring the kill back to your house, you can feed your family for quite a while. When you consider the number of humans in your household, the bigger the game, the longer the game lasts. All predators survive by consuming the life of other animals. There is life in the blood. The more you take it and consume the flesh of another animal, the longer you live through the process of digestion. I have done a lot of vile things in the name of the Indian gods. I have ventured long distances without belief, like the Chinese and found nothing. My defeat of India to this day is my pride and greatest source of Joy. I am never going back to that hell again. I found out if you do not know what it is, and you leave, you commit suicide. The end of all pornographic desires unfulfilled is suicide. You will
never get to experience the same level of pleasure or sleep with the same woman that you see on the videos that you see on the sites. In all your life, you will never get a taste of the fame they have nor the money they procured through their obsessed worship. Some of the people have built their homes on the money they made though the Adult video to the point I am no longer welcome in it. I will never be welcome in a home built by Indians, or houses fueled to the brim for years with the worship of Indian gods. The bases and the walls were made with violent sexual acts and the money 22
it made through their relations. I will never associate with these people ever again, no matter how beautiful and no matter how rich. The food they eat comes from adult entertainment. They have friends that make adult entertainment that make the same profit they do and live the same kind of life. They shop at the same place and have the same kind of children.
Again, I am here to repeat that there is nothing wrong with India. India is a saving grace for countries below their military standard, just the countries above. It makes no sense for Americans, Russians, and The Chinese to become Indians. Once you grow above it, there is no reason to return to India. You just have to let them go. You have to accept that you are better than them now. I will never sign another contract again from this point on to my death to access adult entertainment. I chose to lead a life of war instead. I have grown accustomed to killing. I love blood and seeing blood. There is life in it and there is nothing glorious than taking it. The thrill of the hunt and the kill often resonate with me much more than scripture because I can see the life draining from the creature. It’s quite nice to have a meal in the woods. You get to see nature as it is. Nature is quite nice when you are the most superior species in the land. This is one of the reasons I admire the Russians more than a lot of nations. Russia has a long history of firearms. All the business of Russia is fire arms. I would love to think of myself as a Tsar but I do not know the language. I do not think I can ever become a Tsar. I am not good at speaking Russian. Russia is a nation that has existed for a long time. Russia has survived a lot of wars. They still stick close to my heart to this day. I love spending time with them. They Are the nicest and most awesome people on the planet. There is no reason for anyone on the face of the planet to hate Russia. I see no reason to not do business with Russia. Descartes has written much about the blood but the Empire of Russia also has a lot to say about the body and it materializing into a hard substance through the strengthening of the muscles.
When you flex or tense your body, it tends to get quite hard. You can tense all the muscles all over 23
your body. The Russians know that. They integrate firearm tech into the ability of the human to use it. Your arm muscles, your let muscles, your neck etc. all can be spots to contain blood in the spot and turn the soft muscle into a hard dense organ either to do harm or control the blood flow in your body. I learned it quite a long time ago when I was exercising yet the knowledge eludes me sometimes. They have studied the circulation of blood and understand the human body quite well, much more than other nations. When you sleep, you are as soft as a pillow, when you wake up, you do not even realize you are utilizing the hardness of the muscles to operate throughout the day.
There are heavy firearms, and there are simple firearms. Most of them made by Russia tend to fit the person that they want it made for. I like that they center their business on the creation and utilization of firearms.
As a person who has come to support Russia throughout the war, my love for the woman that I care about at the moment I see fit is better protected by Japan. Firearms are too simple to use. They tend to take life quite quickly although they can be expensive. I love doing business with Russia but they are no longer an Empire. I have no interest in giving away heat and eliminating other threats though heat. Heat doesn’t come easily to me. I prefer any other way but giving away heat. Heat can be used to cook food. Heat can be used to keep you warm. Heat has the cutest and romantic stories when you are cuddling up, and I think it a mercy kill to waste such a resource by giving it to people that you do not like. The only thing you get by giving away heat is pleasure. When you are holding firearms in your hand, you are holding cold steel and the animation when fired creates heat that makes a hole in the body of another which leaves them injured or dead. The heat from your body transfers to the firearm on your hand. You will no longer host any kind of heat because it gets released. There are animals such as Lions and Cats that do not like going inside the water for any reason. Some tigers get in cold water to hunt reptiles but they do not stay in the water for too long.
Whenever they lose heat, they tend to lose tensions in their muscles that disable them from 24
becoming stronger than their prey. They won’t hunt well and they often tend to get in situations they do not want to be in, like having an injured arm. Much like the Big Cats, I prefer not to lose heat.
There are superior hunters. They are animals that do not like to be bothered by the loss of habitat or large amounts of heat because they will die. When I go back home to cuddle with the woman that I love, I want her to feel my warmth, and the softness of my body. I like to take care of myself and the Federation of Russia although great is not the Empire of Russia. I tend to go back in time to pull in resources from a different time than the one we are in. I think the war in Ukraine is a choice. Not most people have the right reasons for supporting them since most often, the income that they generate is from the 9-5 job they work all their lives. It can be affordable to sustain a living but not to keep firearms so they tend to give their money out to Ukrianians who live the kind of life that they do.
Every day, support pours in by millions and different nations from all over the world in order to compare themselves with other inferior countries compared to Russia, spend all their wealth buying the propaganda that is fed to them on their news channels. I think a lot can be done other than wasting their money in a war they do not understand. As my love for Ireland grows, my support for any other nations seems to be dimming down but not all the way to extinguished. No human can fully support two nations at the same time. Even through the ownership of Dual citizenships, one way or another, all humans at some point will favor one country over the other. It is not possible to drink a hot-cold drink. At this time, I do not have a love for my fatherland nor my motherland. I love animals more than them. The animals are amazing. The people that have set up sovereignty over their own land however are a completely different story. I do not desire to get to know them. I have no love for them. I have no patience for them. All my life I will spend it hating them with all my might. They are vile, cruel and there is nothing wise about them in any way. I have finished my race on this account because the only thing left at this point is death while working a 9-5 job since I 25
already graduated from college and achieved a good country's citizenship. They think life is just working in a good country and dying. Their sense of adventure is gone and they have made the land more inhabitable than ever. They have already planned my life in their minds. I get good medical treatment, stay sober, get a good job, get married and die happily after bearing kids in the country of their choice. Their minds cannot think more than this and I find it quite entertaining. They cease to reason like humans, just wild animals set on a course of life full speed to the end with their philosophical nightmare in sight. In all truth, I would rather string myself to a pole. It is quite nicer than the harsh conditions their enslavement will lead to.
I like to talk about desire. Desire is one of those feelings that you get to have what you want.
It is often associated with coveting. In the old testament, it is not a good thing to wish for the item or property of another. It leads to greed. It leads to making life decisions and choices that you cannot afford. If someone has a cuter wife than you, you cannot afford another marriage considering in most western countries you cannot afford to have another wife since it is illegal. If someone has a more prestigious degree than you, going back to school in spite is not good politics. You will waste the resources of your family for no reason. When you consider life, desire is one of those things that leads you to make incompetent choices. The whole concept of buddhism is to let go of this and achieve nirvana. I think the Chinese people who follow this concept are just like the ones who have unlimited desires because they are equally bad. They have extreme concepts. Much like India, I can no longer afford to do business with China. Do not get me wrong, I like Chinese people but their religion and lack of it is a huge threat to my way of life. I am a knight and I will live and die like a Knight without fear or in service of any other country that does not respect my way of life.
I am a warrior. I am a true champion of my own heart and I do not plan to give it away to anyone soon. As much as I love her, I do not think she deems my objective worthy because she likely thinks any other nation is inferior. Even if she is right, my compromise will not come in 26
because I am not going to budge an inch on this specific concept, for which I am even willing to sacrifice my current relationship with her for a nation that I want to be a part of. She is sweet and caring, I am violent and relentless.I think there should be a good exchange for any commodity of any kind. At this moment, there is nothing up for grabs that I consider worthy of it than Ireland. I love the country so much I do not think I can live without it. The soil gives me hope. I want to be a patriot for it. I long to see Swords, Dublin like muslims do Mecca. I do not just want to inhabit it, I want my offspring to be born there. The nations that I grew up in are my biological father and mothers dream. They are not mine. Although I will inherit a treasury from one, and a house from the other, I still plan to leave them. I have no plans to stay in them. I will do everything in my power to leave them or either die trying. There is nothing for me in them anymore. I will fight till my last breath to build the life I want away from all the distractions that are these two nations. There is no hope, there is no light. There is no life in independence, and there is no life of absolute riches. They are boring as all living hell. The more you partake or advance in a venture you do not understand, the less you live on the land because it will spit you out and your madness. I like to believe you have to really comprehend something first before you commit your time in following it or living in it. I am a critic of a lot of concepts but when it comes to knowledge and understanding, I am very adamant. I am sturdy. I am stubborn. I will refuse to be moved by words of faith and shallow talks of desire because of the Empire of Russia. Their conception and understanding will overwhelm and destroy yours.
As the time passes, my love for one nation grows, and my desire to be in it increases greatly.
I think I first became captivated by Ireland because of General Montgomery. I grew up in Montgomery County. I remember the exact words the general said to his wife in a page that I read while I was with my ex-girlfriend at the time. She and I were facing the same disaster in our economic venture. He used to say to her “ just as long as it lasts”. She intern used to tell him about 27
her nightmares about how she saw his end. The words of the general used to hit home. Although the city that I was raised in was named after him, he was of Irish Origin. He lived in the Kingdom of Ireland, in Swords county, Dublin City. The Kingdom no longer exists, and it has been replaced by the Republic instead. The national animal then used to be The Irish Elk, now it is the Irish Hare. A lot has changed but the land and the animals have not changed much. The Irish Elk has gone extinct.
I think it's mostly due to over-hunting. When you research deep in the land, the names and the history remain but the spirit left a long time ago. The spirit of Rome still remains. The closest Kingdom to Rome at the moment is The United kingdom. They even use the same letters as the Romans did. If there was ever a country I want to reside in, it would be Rome. Rome is the hope of the world, the light of the nations, the convent of the blind countries, and the Image of god. Very few countries still have Roman heritages or use the same calendars. I searched throughout the earth and the nation I found to be the closest at the moment is Ireland. It might be a personal choice but that is of no concern to anyone else but me. I like the land, I like the shape, and I love the atmosphere. The Romans there are so nice and warm. Whenever you call them, they answer. Whenever you need their help, they will get you what you want. When you are in need of comfort, they will give you their best and leave nothing behind. The moment I heard of this land, I told my then ex-girlfriend of my desire to go there and live permanently. I love rome. The inhabitants and the citizens are my comrades. I want to spend the rest of my life with them roaming the land, preferably on foot. There is a lot to see, there are a lot of areas to cover. There are quite a lot of species of feet to eat.
I have been looking at the pictures of the shores lately. There is nothing more magnificent than the Irish shores. You just want to go to the beaches by yourself and stay there without reason. I often think of myself laying on the green grass of the shores of Ireland, far on top of the edge, right by the cliffs. I like to imagine myself lying there on my back feeling the crashing waves on my face, the glistening wet dew on my side with nothing but grass under my back. I used to think of myself 28
just laying there in the midst of a rainy dark weather, while the ocean waves hit the rocks at the bottom of the green grass. I used to imagine myself feeling the slight cold of the rain on my face, the breeze of my cheeks and I used to calm myself. I imagined myself as the thunder, rowdy and monstrously blue, crackling through the sky like a flash. I wanted to just lay there and stretch my hands to the horizon, while the rain hit the grassland with no one there. My love for the republic is great, especially when you add the rainy weather to it. I think there is nothing more glorious than laying on land, looking at the gray skies in the midst of a rainy storm, enjoying the 75 degree heat cooling your veins down to the core and you are just laying there tasting the sweet sweet rain on your face by yourself. What a glorious majesty to be with oneself, and the nation that you love under your back. I used to dream that the moments would never end. To me, If Rome is the light, Ireland is the host. I have already decided the only way to get there is through Nippon. No other nation can help me get there. I have tried many kinds of allegiances, not one of them has worked so far. All of them either do not want to partake in the journey, they can’t, or deem it impossible. No nation has so far often offered their help to help me get to the land I want and live in it. The Americans have known for quite a while, yet they won’t even offer me jobs or financial opportunities to get there.
They think of themselves as the beginning and end of the universe. They reason it and say “ well, almost everyone wants to come to America, you should be lucky”. Other nations follow suit. They look at the statistics of the continent and how many illegal immigrants want to go into the country including the nation they are governing and think and make a conclusion, “your plan to leave the United States is not right, and we will not offer you help or financial assistance of any kind”. I am looking at being the next Anne Franke stuck here in the gutters of hell that is America, forced to accept a principle a dog wouldn’t understand just for the sake of fulfilling my biological fathers’
wishes. Time has passed, I have completed my project, yet the life I want is not there. Another lie, another job. The United States is not a sovereign nation, it is a project, another work in progress 29
without anyone to protect it. I often sit and wonder what in the heavens humans are thinking when they want to inhabit a land that the citizens themselves are offing themselves on. Most of them are Indians anyway. They are all subjects of their agreements with India. They watch and make pornography from sunup to sundown in the comfort of their own houses, while making contractual agreements with India. I do not understand them any longer. I do not understand Canada anymore.
According to some stats, 71.75% of North Americans consume Pornography. You can’t even imagine your neighbors walking out the door without having sexual relations without someone in your neighborhood or consuming adult entertainment videos. There is no more sanity because the transgression keeps getting deeper and deeper. I do not feel trapped anymore. I know I will be if I sign another contract to enter the websites to linger in their motion. They submit to India. They are savages. The guilt of the nation will not reach me any longer and I do not want to associate with them any longer. It’s the wildest thing. You see that people attending church services are “christians”
and 70% of the household consumes premium pornography. They even pay for it, yet when it comes to offering you a job to leave the country you do not want to be in, they turn a deaf ear. All their ads are programmed to sell you out to India. The land is no longer habitable. It sucks to sustain any kind of life there.
At the moment, I owe very little debt. I think I owe a little north of $5000 to some credit card companies that I took out when I was in college. In the last year I owed a total of $50,000 and leveraging the first book I had, I managed to pay off over %90 of the money that I owed the Department of Education. I learned a lot, yet I no longer feel home. There is no more room for advancement. I have no wealth in North America. I no longer have any friends there. They are all dead. I have seen my friends die over time and a lot of them no longer exist. The relationships I had with them no longer exist. The memories I had with them are gone. I do not even remember some of their names anymore. After you get left to fend for yourself countless times, after you feel the steel 30
of vengeance strike your back a few times, you tend to leave the stories and times you spent behind.
I no longer know what forgiveness is because it has been so long since I was separated from a lot of people. I have been constantly advancing with my military militia that I have formed. We are no longer in need of any kind of friendships or family relations. We have grown so strong to the point we have formed our own nation online. Everyday we grow and we keep on advancing. At this moment, we have also defeated the government of China. We have never submitted to their tik tok madness. Over a billion people still use tik tok, we do not. Some religious people have escaped service in India through serving China. We do not work with them nor are we willing to work with them. My militia and I are 70,000 strong. We will not associate with China or help them in the future or their obsession with achieving enlightenment. They are inexperienced, they are submissive and oftentimes misleading. We do not even know their objectives half the time. Their slave master whip lash hurts just as much as the Indian pleasure house prices. They want to constantly bring us down by arming the people that we do not like, nor have any kind of love for. I do not trust them nor have any love for them. They want to classify us based on our achievements and our social standing and I do not enjoy it. At this moment, they are attempting to fight us, to prevent us from achieving whatever goal we have through their digital warfare weapons. As we advance ceaselessly, the only thoughts on our minds are of the nation that we love and long to see.
I realize the journey is long. I monitor my health often and much like Moses, I often fear that I might not reach it. I want to be the Joshua of my people, not the one that didn’t complete the mission he wanted. I have no fear but the people are disagreeing with me constantly. No one has given us any kind of support so far. We have taken it through the law, or military conquest. No nation at the moment is willing to help us get there other than Nippon. It is quite hard to be left alone to achieve a goal that you desperately want without the assistance of others. Oftentimes, you just want to close the door on them after they reject you. Sometimes, you want to turn on them but 31
the only thing India leads to is suicide. The only thing China leads to is Federal Prison. You can never justify using martial arts on humans and hurting them badly because you can. China can not offer us anything anymore, neither can the Indians. Although these nations host billions, they are not worth any of our time from this point on. There is no other way to describe how much I dislike them and never want to associate with them again. If there is a gold standard, China is the Bronze of the nation at the moment. I have no fear in saying this because even if they are to become the greatest power in the coming future, the current present does not encapsulate their inability to help us get to where we need to go. At the moment I would rather rely on the devil than rely on The United States for any kind of help. There was a time when the devil or satan never fell from heaven. I think considering my pristine driving record, my lucifer has not left the heaven I have created for myself yet. In all my 29 years of life, I have yet to have any kind of ticket. I do not have any kind of traffic infringements. I have never been stopped at the traffic light or known any kind of incompetence on the road. I have yet to defile my Rome in the territories that I love. To keep something intact for so long takes such care but to the eyes of the child that has never known evil, it is quite nice to not be able to tell the difference between right or wrong. Recently, a good artist that I love named Toby Keith died. They have ruled his death cancer. I think there is more to the story. Everyone is going to go out and lie from this point on and I know it. They are going to say it is because of alcohol consumption. They have already prepared articles and ads against the consumption of alcohol and they are going to push the agenda forward in everyone's throat until they get all the money he earned. They are going to push sober agenda’s to the max until they are satisfied with their sex lives.
They want to be proud of their sobriety, the whole lot of them, pedophiles to the core. They want to push their guilty agenda while we suffer under their whiplash. They want to choke us with the invisible hand of India, and strangle us with the chords of China. In all fairness, they are the ones who killed him. They removed him from the things he loved to do. They pushed him to the edge of 32
“sober consciousness” and to accept their children's molestation way of life to “stay sober”. I have a lot to say about their submission to other countries and the reason why people like me do not want to associate with them. No one stays sober. All people who attend Alcoholic and Narcotic anonymous are either child molestors or consumers of pedophilia. There is no way they can stay “sober” without finding the equivalent of pleasure. As a knight, I will spend my life hunting them down all the days of my life, I refuse to give them any rest. I won’t avenge anything. I will not argue anything. I will spend my time exposing them for what they really are, people who are less than humans who submit to the rulership of other nations and bleed their own country blind. I would rather worship my devil than their Jesus. If they are the people that go to heaven, I have already booked my ticket to hell a long time ago. I do not want to associate with them. They stink like rotten pigs, and their children reek of death. They stink of lies and corruption. I hope none of them exist to live to tell the tale of their ventures and the poison they feed the rest of the population. The whole lot of them come in the millions, vile as all hell while rejecting every kind of law that stands between man and god. I hope they get injured and require medical treatment. One of these days, my unit and I will remove every form of alcohol from the hospitals. We will protest outside the gates of the hospitals to have the generals remove any kind of alcohol from the hospitals so when they bleed, they will get infected.
When they need surgeries, we will be there to prevent them from using any kind of alcohol. We will attack the sanitizer makers in court to not sell to hospitals and sue them with large fines for supporting people in Alcoholic Anonymous or Narcotic Anonymous. We will be relentless and have Health care stores shut their market down to not use any form of products that contain alcohol. They are so demented, they have left the world behind and are fixed upon a reality that does not exist, like staying in sober facilities that prevent the consumption of alcohol, yet use sanitizers. Their way of life makes no sense. I often think of them leaving the world bloody as all hell with infections the size of tennis balls because that is the world that they chose.