Peter Barns
Published by Boddaert Books at Smashwords
Copyright 2010 Peter Barns
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These poems are a work of fiction. The names, characters and events portrayed are the work of the author’s imagination. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is coincidental.
CONTENT
Extreme Emissions Of Coherent Love
LOVE IS
We began with the corners;
the smile, the words, the touch, the kiss,
filling the spaces between with straight edges,
made fun by the curves on opposite sides.
We picked from our jumble of experiences
the jigs we thought might fit,
learning together which bits matched,
those to throw away.
After completing our love-saw,
clicking the last emotion into place,
and no longer needing the guide,
we hugged and discarded the box.
LOVE ABOVE ALL ELSE
How high can I fly
Before I get burnt by your heat?
You cradle me in your warmth and safety
And I grow with each encounter.
Somewhere, hidden away, deep in my mind
Is a place reserved for you,
Where your fears will be held,
Your wishes be met with understanding
And your love be returned a thousand fold.
And as I look down
From the high place you've taken me,
I hold out my mind
Waiting for your hand.
LITTLE BUTTERFLY
'Neath blue shaded skies,
see a swirling white mind:
A straight stem, decked in violet,
with eyes raised to a higher sun.
Little butterfly of emotions
painting pictures on my mind;
fluttering around a flame of gold,
on tinted wings, tipped with honest colours.
Mind on mind, you pass my hiding place,
gathering your strength,
distorting my time.
The seconds I am with you,
the eons in between.
And as my mind flutters into your hot flame,
a moth drawn to a blinding light,
you whisper your wishes at me
and I can do nothing but be consumed.
THE MENTALIST
Smokey thoughts cradle tentative emotions
That wend their way through the deepest reaches
And as I look inwards towards the deeps
I feel the strength of your mind.
Through your medium you bring life
Spread across a weaved world
Touched by the finest of hairs
Born with colours from your mind.
And as my life dries on your easel
Your interpretations reflect my truth
That I wandered sometimes lost
Until rescued and held in your mind.
MIND THE STEP
Catch me as I fall
Having tried to lasso
The sunset for you
Hold me in your perfect mind
As I wonder how
I've been picked by you
I NODDED
You smiled when I said 'ello
And I nodded and smiled back.
You raised your eyebrows when I sat next to you
And I sat with my hands in my lap.
You said, "Your a nob," laughing at my surprise
And I looked at the floor confused.
You said, "Come back tomorrow”
And I nodded as I left.
Then the miracle happened and I was reborn
You whispered in my ear, “Now you have a soul”
And I stood tall and proud.
You nodded at the transformation
And I sat quietly contemplating.
You gave me emotions to wear
And I wore them proudly.
You gave me my first kiss
And I fell in love.
Then the miracle happened and you said , “Yes.”
NEW HEIGHTS
She came in the night
Her words carried on a soft sigh
That channelled my senses to new heights
And floated my soul across tossing waves
Whilst my heart stopped under her fingers
And I was born anew
My passing no longer certain
PAIN
Did I catch a beautiful sunset
Or a passing cloud?
Did I look into the sun and was blinded
Or did the moon steal my gaze?
Or maybe I caught sight of you,
As you fluttered past on silken wings,
Trailing your hurts behind you;
Leaving me no choice
But to share your load.
It hurts now when we part.
I return to emptiness.
No more riding the currents,
Where I fly with you mind on mind.
A part of me you always share;
A part of you I dream I do.
Ripped as I am,
I can only shed my tears;
My blinded eyes turn towards heaven
And murmur, ‘Touch me lightly for
The pain I feel now is the pain of love.’
SLIDING
Every day you slide a little nearer.
Each breath, like a breeze in the night
Carries you nearer to here.
My mind tells me here, my heart there,
And I turn, confused,
Like a spinning top
That never quite settles
How can a world so big, so overwhelmingly vast,
Seem so small when you enter it?
Drawing me down to just a few small gestures,
Compressing my emotions so tightly,
That I turn, light hearted,
Like a newborn
That never knows sadness.
. . . THREE MILLION AND EIGHT . . .
How much do I love you?
Let me count the ways . . .
Best not hang around
This could take quite some time
SEEMS
Seems to me that I’m expanding
Seems to me that love is banding
Seems to me that chance is landing
Seems to me that time is standing
Seems one soft word sets me a’fire
Seems one soft word fills my desire
Seems one soft word lifts me much higher
Seems one soft word makes fate a liar
IT'S WET OUT AGAIN
and your tears run down
the windowpane.
Touching them brings you back.
Damp patches on my fingertips,
cool receptacle of our love.
Your tears are salty
as I savour their memory.
Salty, soft and tentative.
This one, our wedding day;
your face is reflected in its shape,
framing your beauty from within.
Here, our child's first hurt.
You cried with her. I,
not being there, cried later.
The harsh taste of your mother's death;
as she gave up her struggle
and left you behind.
All things wiped away now
With the edge of a curtain.
WORLDS WITHIN WORLDS
Standing on the sand, I’m surrounded by you.
Your form evident around me
In the gentle undulations of the dunes.
Reflecting the curves of your breasts
And the sensual sweep of your thighs.
The moon carries memories of your milky skin
And the breeze, the warmth of your breath on my lips.
The sea spray, the tangy taste of your hotness
In the aftermath of our lovemaking.
Yet when I reach for you, you slip through my fingers
Like the rising smoke from the fire that warms me.
Tenuous and mystical,
It carries my dream towards the heavens.
And as my tears trace memories down my cheeks,
My soul cries for you, beneath the darkening clouds
Now, as the dawn slithers
Its red tentacles across the lightening sky,
And I wake with a softening hardness
Pressed against my thigh
I know, I’ve dreamt of you
DEEP BEAUTY
Somewhere I hear the sweet sound
Of a flower opening
And as it turns towards the sun
Its brightness blinds me,
For from the shadows of the passing cloud
Your face smiles down upon me.
Such beauty is hard to face full on
But I must, because it is given
Freely and with truth.
Smiling softly I take this wonder,
Cradling in it trembling hands,
Hearing a soft sigh as I hold it to my lips,
Kissing it softly before
Allowing it to flutter away.
GENTLE STRENGTH
You walk tall through my mind
On lithe limbs made stronger
By a steely determination
And I look out into deep blue pools
That transcends mere sight
Taking me, as they do
On a flight into the unknown
How can it be that your strength
Has seeped into my soul
And now carries me along a bright path
Towards a greater understanding
Led, as I am, by your gentle touch
And sweet red lips, that whisper your love
And all the while my heart aches
For I know this is but a dream
And one day I must awake.
EXTREME EMISSIONS OF COHERENT LOVE
Love Love Love Love Love Love
I love you you love you
You love me love me love
Love Love Love Love Love Love
LAFF
Do you know what?