Trying to help my mom
Mom
Grief
My heart weighs a million pounds
I swear that my soul is in the lost and found
Trapped tears suddenly pent up agonizing grief
Only to awaken to shock and disbelief
I’m losing you
So heartbroken, scared and blue
Watching you suffer has ripped me apart
Waiting for that phone call leaves a whole in my heart
Reminiscing of memory lane
Filled with emotions and relentless pain
Wonder how I will endure this pain
When you pass I will never see you again
At least on this earth
Where the sun shines and the birds chirp
Tragic how that last stroke left you blind
Forever you will be on my mind
Mother we had our ups and downs
I always knew that you loved me deep down
Your faith and strength amaze me
Truly
You’re an inspiration to me
As the days go by
I get all choked up inside
Sometimes I want to run and hide
How can I continue to watch you suffer?
You can hardly eat a few bites of your supper
Bed sores and trapped in that bed
All I can do is caress you head
Tell you I love you, and bring you the comfort of love
When the good Lord takes you, it will hurt so much
It’s not about me and it never was
Although seeing you in that state was really rough
It’s about you and being set free
Spiritually
God blessing you lovingly
I pray you will watch over me
I will always pray for your soul
Try to gracefully let you go
To your father in Heaven
Thank you mom for being such a blessing
I pray you will fly like a dove peacefully, joyfully, lovingly
Jesus holding you in the palm of his hand tenderly
Letting go to God as he sets you free
To be in peace with our precious Savior for all eternity