Scattered thoughts soared through a wounded soul
Hope vanished out into the cold
Thoughts scattered into the ocean
Over the highest mountains
At the end of the starlit skies
Painful memories told of unspeakable lies
Life
Where did it all go?
Nothing is real it’s an illusion, hold onto your soul
Take the so called reality
Put it where it deserves to be
Under a free flowing brook
Or the big blue sea
For it does not exist!
Wake up and face the facts
Everything you think, feel and believe is a joke
Take note:
Plea for mercy that’s all you have left
Next…
“Why I ask, did you stir me in the wrong direction”?
What I paid for a small fraction of affection
Oh dear God
I cannot bear this world of rot
With no hope, and sense of meaning, I feel lost
Banished in a universe of falling tears
Forbidden to cry or shed drops of melting tears
I am all alone in the reality, of a nonexistent world
Where are all the little boys and girls?
The lovers with dreams of eternal love
Christians who worshiped God from up above
Nature and all of its glory
Not one story
Is real so why should I care?
It’s lonely inside of here
What did I believe in before this day?
What were my dreams?
Why did I pray?
Who really mattered, when no one was ever born?
Those false fears and adversities, were nonexistent storms
There is nothing to hang onto in this facade
Wish I knew when I was a babe
Even then it was much too late…