Finally Has Come (via 2002)
Upon my face the sun scalds against my will
I lay there with not the strength to roll to the side
To hide the blisters
It seems like years since i had begun this journey
And it will be years if i choose to finish
If I'm not there now
I lay eternally, waiting for them to
come
devour
I seek moisture through the sweat and
maroon
I taste the salt, the dirt, the maroon
Every sound isn't present
Except the whisper of arising nonexistence
I am immortal no longer
Alone am I
Yet I sense one's presence
So I look to my enemy of yellow which hides my owner
It has arrived to join my feast
How I love the company
But it's not for forever for I'm being poked
My dried scabs and mucous are revealing marrow
Tissue
More maroon
Finally, the vulture has come
Grief (undated)
Oh the grief
The guilt
I can't help but recollect
Memories of the past I built
Wish I could reform
Re-select
It was unchosen
My destiny
I ended up at the end
Bent
It was supposed to be a movie
Not a free ride
Pay the rent