She said I should give her a few more days,
Like I fool I agreed, today was the day,
She was going to give me her answer,
Whether to continue this cycle of useless relationships,
Or whether to break a juvenile boy's heart,
There she goes, like a white swan walking on water,
She radiates confidence, and me?
I look like an owl in mid-day, out of place,
I could feel myself sweating, like I just chased a mad cow,
She greets me and I am to awestruck to responded,
I mumbled some incoherent nonsense, I can’t do it,
Her words hit me in the face like a 12,5kg bag of sugar,
I am too crippled to talk or do anything,
My teenage heart is broken; I thought my life was ruined,
Everyone suddenly becomes my enemy,
When people laugh its like they are mocking me,
They whole world feels like a 3hour math lesson, miserable
I feel like i had just been told its my last day on earth,
What a shitty feeling!
By Gaegake Motlhanka