By Santosh Jha
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If Consciousness could liberate itself from servitude of viscerality and transcend beyond reassurance of intuitiveness; if Cognition could dare to journey probabilities beyond dogmatism of self-evidence; infinite novel and alternative Causalities open up and blossom to potential, the ever-evolving portals of mesmerizingly marvelous spectrum of experiencing. Probably, first time in human history, a humanly designed idea and structure of artificial intelligence has accidently unraveled the true potentials of nature’s stupid design of Intellect . Essentially, in a way, human civilization has only just begun to take a definitive shape, in the womb of time; after centuries of tumultuous meandering of embryonic maturity.
Let there be no miscarriage...
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At The Very Outset…
It is incredibly unsettling to arrive and stay at the experience that if this very powerful sense and feel of ‘I’ or definitive me is what billions other have lived out in past and billions other shall in future; there seems an entrenched actualization that ‘I’ am a continuous and immortal observer-witness of Reality. But still; my consciousness and sense of ‘I’, knowing it very well that this is a bubble; has a tough time deciding how I should place my personal mortal subjective consciousness vis-à-vis the immortal objectiveness of the infiniteness of reality, in a way that is most appropriate and closest to the actuality of reality; in a short span I am allowed to survive.
It is easy to experience that as my own personal subjective sense of ‘I’ or me is a bubble within the larger bubble of reality, this deep sense of actuality of my beingnesss and its transcendentality are only emergent virtuality of bubble existence. Tough it is however, to experience as how best and optimally my bubbled reality should align itself with actuality of objectivity of cosmic reality, beyond, above and beneath the surface-level restrictiveness of my personal, subjective and visceral-intuitive experience-cognition of partiality of reality. The painfulness of my relationship with spectrum of ‘Me’ as well as with the expansiveness of ‘Reality’ is the test of the wavering sanity of my consciousness and cognition.
This juxtaposition of ephemeral ‘I’ vis-à-vis the eternal Cosmos is scary, yet mesmerizing and satiating. A transient speck of virtuality of my mortal being, trying unsuccessfully to stupidly stand tall in front of infiniteness of colossal cosmos of reality is the best humor, I can offer myself. This is the precarious path of cognition, a consciousness has to tread. This humor is scary; yet probably the only viable option to accept and internalize mortality and its journeys. This journey is now at ‘57’ and still foolishly experimenting with experiencing, cognitive spectrum and their optimality of potentials.
The journey of a 57-year old ‘Me’ is on at two simultaneous levels – first is, upgrading and augmenting the levels of novel-alternative information to prepare my consciousness for experience-cognition of diverse and multidimensional realities and second is upgrading and augmenting the levels of courage and sanity to brave and internalize novel-alternative experiences; especially cognitions, avalanching on my stupid consciousness. The tragedy is immense, as this ‘57’ is neither intelligent nor brave.
It is a humbling and distressing realization that consciousness, especially my own stupid-insipid one, is too fragile, ineligible and incongruous media to journey the tumultuous and intimidating pathways of both subjective as well as objective information and experiencing. As always, I share, with you, whatever I experience and internalize in the journey; to make happen 53 eBooks so far. This sharing, in your hands right now, is 57’s 54th…
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Content of Intent
This causal relationship among available and amenable dimensions of information, experience-cognition, its memories and sense of ‘I’; evolving in the perceived linearity of time-space of ever changing and tumultuous cultures of human world is weird at best and calamitous at worst. It creates parts and shades of consciousness of a person and often, as these parts happen to be independent and asymmetrical, their collective and cooperative assemblage engenders a virtuality of personality, which always struggles to decide upon the holism of its consciousness and its common life-living goals. Consciousness therefore seems very restrictively, just a messed up and incompatibly piled up inventory of un-synced information bits, catalogued and indexed by a precariously poor memory, to recall where and how things are stacked.
This clearly means; if information and its optimal management is what create a successful and smart consciousness; it is important to have clear and efficient communication between information, experience-cognition, memories and sense of ‘I’. These four ‘friends’, need to be in highly
galvanized, mutual and collective relationship. And for this to happen, they need to communicate well and enough. Ultimately, this can happen only when the friends have a powerful and intelligent language as well as sumptuous leisure in tranquility and sanity of milieus. Tragically; only a handful men and women have the opulence of these treasures and therefore, almost 99 percent of humanity; me included; has the poverty and misery of these bare basics to allow them the luxury of having a viably sound consciousness.
This poverty has its worst impact on optimality of experience-cognition of probable realities and its expression to oneself and others. This means, for mass majority of humans, both Intent and Content of their consciousnesses are impaired and befuddled, thus susceptible to scammed expressions. This all I am saying, not as an excuse for my own stupidity, which anyways is a foolproof indefensible actuality; but just to underline the reality about the challenges that are there for both you and me, as we begin to share the contents of intents over such complex issues like reality, experience-cognition, consciousness, et al.
As a 57-year old stupid, beginning with my 54th eBook, as always, I rely more on your magnanimity and genius to reach out the intent of my content, in optimal shape and symmetry. As always, my poverty has the opulence of your munificence and compassion…
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It is mesmerizing; somehow, like a miraculously scripted but well lived out dream, to unassumingly accept and internalize; how these 57 years of my life has been an incessantly meandering journey of wading through different, contrasting, catalytic and unconventionally avant-garde dimensions of what is popularly termed as Reality. Far more magically marvelous has been this deep felt realization that this multitude of differentiated shades of Reality, experienced and actualized by what I may stupidly call ‘myself’, are actually the models and simulations, which my brain states manifested, for purposes, I am not always sure but can be genuinely clubbed as navigational, in its full spectrum. This scientific term reflects very well in popular cultural connotation in human life-living when it is quipped that life is like an ocean and every human being has to swim across it, wading through deep tumultuous waters. Essentially, navigation of a life points out to the spectrum of thoughts-behavior-actions, which this very subjective sense of ‘I’ or me as protagonist possesses or presents, as reaction to largely personal experience-cognition of situations that its brain states processes as ambient Reality, to successfully progress in society and culture.
Thankfully, the same brain states keep buoying up this uncomforting realization to me that whatever shades of Reality I may say, I have experienced and ‘registered’ as happening to Me; cannot ever be authenticated as objectively true and singularly actual. The humanly perceived labels of truth and actuality, as presented to what is popularly realizable as Self and Consciousness, are probably only a grain out of the colossal holism of Reality, manifesting itself at the cosmic theatre, that too at a very localized and transient Time-Space landscape.
A subjective and personal reality of perceived situations cannot be an ocean but only a tiny portion of water-pool, with its own ripples and waves to navigate through, within the larger nomenclature of an Ocean.
Metaphorically, a life is like standing on a tiny patch of sand at the beach of a sea, which is a only part of an ocean and then stupidly feeling that it has seen and known the ocean. Probably, there ain’t a certainty of actuality of Reality of transcendentality. Probably, objectivity to a human possibility, restricted by its poorly localized-ephemeral consciousness spectrum, is only sum-totality of equally ambient collective subjectivities, that too within a very slender fabric of Time-Space, which is just a small patch of infiniteness of the cosmos.
May be; there are only probabilities of infinite actualities of possible Realities. A single life or subjective individual self assesses and lives out only a few probabilities and stupidly terms it as sum-totality of the universe of reality. The personal water-pool simulates the feel and perception of an ocean as the water expanse happens to be the common fabric of reality for all lives in collective space of cultures. In modern scientific parlance; what consciousness can realize and actualize are some pockets of reducible realities, in the mega expanse of irreducible probabilities. This probably is the minuscule ‘beach-observer’ potential of consciousness, facing the expansive probabilities of an ocean.
This seems the magic as well as the seed of pathologies for human life-living. Internalizing and living out this reality about ‘Realities’, with a very powerful but equally precarious media of experience-cognition, is probably the most acerbic yet most satisfyingly rewarding actualization of self or consciousness. My 57, therefore, seems both blessed as well as doomed at the same time. Living out a life, as sufficient and sumptuous yet momentary as 57 years; in the infinity of Time or to say in Timelessness space; and in a
constant and ever evolving journey of accrued knowledge and novelties of constantly emerging scientifically credible information, is a huge satisfaction, as it is probably a reasonably good chunk of ‘Time-Space’
progression, to be accepted as sufficient ‘micro model’ of the very progression and evolution of Reality itself in this cosmos. This hypothesis of self or subjective consciousness, as a ‘mini-model’ for perceptual internalization of the possible models or simulations of realities in cosmic theatre, is a thrilling idea about life and living.
Probably, this dimension or hypothesis about personal reality stands as a portal to the probability of multidimensionality of realities, in the vastness of Time-Space structure. The sense and acceptance of ‘Me’, as this small and clumsy window to peep into the infiniteness of cosmic milieu, its diversities of probable realities, embedded transience and ultimate mortality, is very unsettling, yet equally satisfying experience-cognition.
This wide spectrum of probable realities, available for experience-cognition, between the two ends of potential and stupidity, to an individual human consciousness is colossal grief as well as ultimate bliss, all at the same time. This hugely humbling and equally satiating internalization of the holism and entirety of the idea of navigation and my own personal stupid-ephemeral life in it is an eclectic amalgamation of grief and bliss.
A self or subjective consciousness is innately capable of handling neither of the two. This is the magic with human consciousness, as both grief and
bliss happen to be experiences-cognitions, equally enlightening and enriching for this fragile-ephemeral-mortal life-living. This is the spectrum of potential a media has, as it stands to process information in a milieu and also gets evolved by affecting the information plexuses constituting an ambient milieu. Evolutionary design and cultural mind training are aimed at optimizing bliss and run away from all semblances of grief but the
consciousness as a powerful media and its hugely potent tool of experience-cognition must always be consciously and conscientiously trained and led to accept and internalize both grief and bliss as equally precious plexuses of information for multidimensional navigational prosperity and empowerment. Tragically enough; consciousness as a media requires good loads of persevered mind training to rise above and beyond restrictive evolutionary designs and cultural slavery to handle and maneuver the magic and prevent it from turning into pathologies of behavior-actions. Only a handful has it; mass majority don’t and they squander the potential.
This potential also probably presents as a tool to unravel and realize the objectivity of Causalities; the random as well as patterned information plexus, embedded in structures of realities, lends itself into, to orchestrate multi-dimensionalities of probabilities of realities. It is a happy realization that this restrictive subjective experience-cognition can be trained and oriented to be the portal of unraveling the expansive and layered objectivity of reality. Grief is that it is a hugely missing priority in contemporary human world. Science and collective human intellect of contemporary times help a great deal, if accessed and imbibed in right earnest.
It is mystically brilliant how Consciousness and Reality interchangeably extend each other the locus and localities of perspectives and contexts, to get unraveled and expressed in multitude of dimensionalities. It is somehow hugely fabulous but very tough to understand and appreciate as how both Consciousness and Reality present themselves to each other interchangeably as Media as well as Milieu, in evolving progression of Time-Space, to unravel each other’s dimensionalities. This interchangeability of observer and observed ‘locality’ in cyclicality of causalities is a colossal treasure for experience-cognition landscape, if consciousness is evolved-enlightened and milieus are sober-stable-
systematic. If not; it is a definitive recipe of calamity and criminality. This is true potential of life-living for attainment of which the bare basic idealisms in human world are always hugely missing. Very naturally; pathologies find pathways of the pandemic of hypocrisy-depravity-criminality. This relationship between consciousness and reality and their situational interplay in sanity of milieus are critical elements in human life-living, as well as in society-cultures.
To state the idea in a simple, straight but stupidly innocent way; I and my 57 years of life, happens to be a living evolving micro-model of how Reality journeys in the cosmic milieu, brimming with information and their experience-cognitions by different dimensions of the situations of the media of consciousnesses. This hypothesis is scientifically viable, as it is now widely accepted that all realities are contextually hypothetical patterns of information, actualized through locality of conscious-subconscious observance, in the infinity of Time-Space landscape. It is tough to understand and express what it theoretically means but it is beautifully satiating to experience and internalize, how my own model of emergent sense of Self-Consciousness, processes information and models realities for me, within the localized milieu of Time-Space and through shifting situations and contexts of observances.
Tragically; the media of humanly designed language is such an insufficient means for expression and communication of these experiences and cognitions; especially those beyond the restrictiveness of ambient contextuality of Time-Space and that of populist perceptions. It seems strange but true that I do not need to experience and cognitize what I say with words as probably, language is barely a very partial representation of the intent of the Self and that too largely as protagonist of action-behavior; not as theatre of experience-cognition. The theatre is experienced,
independent of linguistic conveniences but its expressions-communication happens predominantly through the dialogues of the protagonists. But, there is far more to theatrical experience-cognition than dialogues could ever be able to represent and express. The dialogues are designed for facilitation of the protagonist; not the theatre. Theatre is repository of experience-cognition and therefore can go beyond language but protagonist is the role player and requires the sole media of dialogues through singular availability of languages to accomplish its tasks. The theatre also is not everything as realities and milieus beyond theatres are colossal and they impact the theatrics.
This gap between protagonist and theatre manifestations of Consciousness seeds loads of hypocrisies, denial and deceptions, most of which is uploaded through the dialogues of the reacting protagonist. A language is a poor media for the monologue-dialogue of largely the protagonist part of the consciousness in collective space and is very seldom successful in representing the experience-cognition in personal domain. Evolution and cultural training requires that dialogues of protagonist should ideally be used for survival successes in the competitive milieus and not as the media to express the true and honest intent of consciousness. Traditionally therefore, languages have always been the handy tool for most deceptions, hypocrisies and scams a person heaps on society-culture to optimize his or her personal prosperity. The protagonist scams the theatre and ensures success in cultural milieus.
All languages, including mathematics, seem like a workable metaphor to explain and express a model of the partiality of reality; not the holism of actuality of reality. The trouble is two-fold – how much and how well, the metaphor explains a model of reality and how much and how well a model represents the actuality of reality is precarious. This is one huge disability,
pertaining to over-dependence on language for representation or modeling of realities, which unleashes plethora of pathology of consciousness. It is very tough to say whether right realities wrongly expressed or wrong realities rightly expressed has done more damages to human sanity and order.
Interestingly; this also applies to whatever I have shared with you so far and what shall follow in these pages, as you journey ahead. I very humbly wish to say that the protagonist as well as theatre of my ‘57’ shall try my sincere best to present the best possible symmetry and synergy to make my intent and content fall in linearity, as I progress with this humble enterprise, destined to be my 54th eBook.
I, my life-living, the cognition of realities, as processed and actualized by the ever emergent-transient media of my consciousness, which yet unfathomable information-processing by my brain plexuses actualized for my experiencing, seems like a microcosmic model of how the macro milieu of the cosmos works its ways, in the massively complex plexuses of information, out there in the infinite universe. This establishes a queer and perplexing relationship between what we popularly know as and call Life, and the probability of Reality. The seemingly inevitable advent of Life, as a media to process information, constituting probabilities of Realities and this complex evolution of experience-cognition tool of the sub-media of Consciousness, happen to be the subject matter of lasting interest and inquisition for not only my ‘57’ but for any human life.
What I am very humbling attempting to write in this eBook; which happens to be my 54th eBook, is based on this hypothesis that my 57 years of life-living, can be accepted as a valid simulation of how Reality works its ways and shapes the personal as well as collective consciousnesses of life-living;
especially that of we humans. My own ‘57’ is just a poor model to enunciate this mystically mesmerizing Relationship between Life and
Reality. It hypothesizes that the geometry and its mathematical correlates are the same – be it the dust particle like an individual life, like my own
‘57’ or the mega galaxies or black holes of the cosmos. The commonality probably is the Information, as embedded in Time-Space fabric of the cosmos; presenting and expressing itself in different permutations and combinations of probabilities; as observed by different shades of the media of Consciousnesses. Life as a probability of Information plexuses, constituting the cosmic landscape of realities, is a good model to understand this relationship between Life and Reality. This also hypothesizes that though a poor and precarious media of navigation for life-living journey, the human consciousness still has the innate potential to witness and investigate as how frameworks of life, reality and its experience-cognition work and present a model of reality, interacting within the ephemeral situation of body-brain and localization of Time-Space fabric.
This hypothesis helps in possible deciphering of a pattern, which could present a case study of the pathologies of human world and its tumultuously wild oscillations. May be; it could help in redesigning human cultures and civilizations; consciously installing novel structures and functions; weeding out the now depraved, outdated and weathered ones. This may very well facilitate a novel and alternative personal journey, led by scientifically validated information, instead of the fake-fudged-fragmented-propagandist ones, dominating the contemporary human milieus.
The eBook title, 57’s 54th, may sound like a statement of subconscious self-importance and undue conscious immodesty of the author but I very humbly say it with all sincerity and innocence at my behest that this eBook
is an exercise in conscientious compassion. I am writing to very humbly attempt to underline this very duality that these 57 years of my life-living have been journeyed simultaneously through populist-dominant cultures, as available to all, on one hand as well as the novel-alternative dimensions on the other, which modern scientific knowledge catalyzed for happy actualization. The ‘57’ has waded through all shades of Information entrenched in the wider milieu of human world and has been fortunate enough to witness, experience and internalize the conflict and dualism, the self or consciousness is destined to live out. This sounds as immodest acceptance of reality but I very humbly assure that me saying this and sharing with you is merely presenting a situation of somethingness. I have already sincerely accepted, words are only very poor carriers of intent and content of consciousness and all perceived realities are probabilities.
All accruals of these 57 ‘I’ am sharing with you as my 54th, may kindly be accepted as shades of probable realities, which presented themselves to my stupid consciousness and these dualistic milieus of contrasting information made possible to internalize them as novel and alternative cognitive structures. Very humbly and even stupidly; I am attempting to present them in my 54th eBook, with the help of words and syntactic arrangements, which I deeply feel are very poor media of expression and communication of intent and cognition. My own insufficiency with the language I know and write, adds to the restrictiveness and haphazardness of the expression of my intent. But then, as I admitted before, I have always trusted the magnanimity and intellect of my beautiful readers in decoding and deciphering my intent through the content of this poor media of written-spoken words. I insist; the poverty of my stupidity has this lasting prosperity, which you bestow on me. Otherwise; I could never have been able to write 57’s 54th … Thanks!
At The Very Beginning – Core Causality of Reality Every human life is a potential of infinite probabilities, despite the fact that every life happens and begins with a seemingly mundane singular
‘predestined purpose’, coded and embedded in the seed of life itself as well as in the ambient milieu, it has to journey through. The core and entrenched purpose of mere survival in the ambient milieu is so powerfully and meticulously encoded in homeostatic framework and innate-embedded unconscious-subconscious fabrics of body-brain that it smothers or prevails over all other peripheral probabilities of purposes of life-living.
The beauty as well as the tragedy is that survival is unconscious-subconscious expression of life and therefore the living organism and its ambient milieus never consciously feels and admits it as core purpose, even while all human cultures and human systems of life-living are only conscious manifestations of this unconscious-subconscious causality of all realities humans live out. This probably breeds the primary hypocrisy of human life-living. Life comes duly stamped with survival code but living rituals never admit it as conscious purpose, even while all human life-living rituals are diverse expressions of this core causality of survival.
It may sound as the most stupid thing to ask as why life happened at the first place, in the precariousness and tumultuousness of somethingness, in the evolving of reality out of an unfathomable nothingness? Moreover, if life happened, then why and how it got aligned with inevitability of mortality, in the overall framework of emergent and evolving reality? It is
the ultimate institution of pure compassion to imbibe as why Life has to happen and evolve to unravel the multitude of dimensions of realities, only to be journeyed back to nothingness, at the inevitable advent of Mortality. It is humblest situation of consciousness to hold on to this tempestuous feeling as why the somethingness of Life needs to happen at the first place, if it has to journey to reach the inevitable destination of nothingness at the portal of mortality. If initiation is nonnegotiable ticket to definitive nothingness; what utility-validity the meanings assigned to all purposes in between have?
The stupid thing is; this question is not what life was designed to imbibe and ask, as out of the millions of life forms, only humans could understand and ask this. This itself seems to suggest that purpose of life is not even a valid question as this question accidently got framed because, human species as a life form could evolve an experience-cognition mechanism to frame it. It seems, purpose of life is an insinuation at the very fag end of the wide spectrum of unconscious-subconscious-conscious experience-cognition, emerging because of the quantum of conscious elements in a species called humans.
Does it mean that purpose of life is invalid query and asking it is somehow a pathological state of consciousness? Does it imply that asking about purpose of life is an illusional proposition? Does it mean that human consciousness; be it an accidental accrual or otherwise, itself is a pathological proposition, in overall scheme of life and cosmic construct, fabricating realities, which are delusional? Does this mean that life was not supposed to be deciphered and reality was never destined to be unraveled but they accidently happened as consciousness accidently found a species, known as humans, which unnecessarily and uselessly planted this question that has no validity in the overall scheme of cosmic construct? The core
causality of reality has to be deciphered to understand reality itself, in its holism and multidimensionality.
Interestingly, the subset of these primary inquisitions seems to be this very reasonable query that if Life was inevitable adjunct in the evolution of Reality, why its survival and continuity was designed or otherwise happened as the most unlikely and threatened probability; making survival as the unnecessarily and disproportionately dominant theme. If life had to happen as portal to reality; the dominant theme of life must have been the assured safety-sanity-continuity of life itself to allow consciousness to have unperturbed stints at experiencing realities. It isn’t as life is the most unlikely continuity in the complexities-competitiveness of milieus. This raises the query that as life is inevitably aligned to mortality, it itself is not inevitable part of reality but an accidental one. Can accidents have definitive and avowed purpose?
Another critical inquiry is – the entire human civilization and its cultures were consciously designed and evolved to optimize survival-continuity and weed out elements of uncertainty-threats, but how come the same human cultures turned out to be the largest and worst killer of survival potential of humans? Why the ostensibly random design and supposedly premeditated intent both failed miserably in ensuring the bare basic of preservation of something they so meticulously created and sustained? Why it is that survival has no obedient takers and all agencies only stand subservient to will of mortality?
Somehow the induced fragility and brutality of innate complexities-competitiveness in the very design of life structures in nature’s randomness and autonomous-ness can be understood and accepted. However, it is beyond reason-rationality as why the contemporary ambient human milieus
and their dominant populist cultures, which so proudly seem to have been designed by ‘golden’ human intellect, are also so brutally competitive and complex that they seldom allow a human life to prosper in probabilities of realities other than bare survival and its associational action-behavior trappings. The bare survival itself has always been so predominantly precarious and perilous in nature’s own frame of realities and even the human endeavors of so-called high intellect and their deemed superior cultures only added more threats and pains to the survival question. Why and how? Is this a valid question?
It seems in most probability that the populism of life and its debated purposes are not a reality of cosmic construct; they are purely human construct. Even if purpose is a delusional proposition, it is purely human reality and therefore, it clearly suggests that only human consciousness can construct the full spectrum of the multidimensionality of realities of life-living purposes. Most definitively; this very experience-cognition of
‘purposes’, attached to this ephemeral reality called life, requires conscious enterprise of every individual human consciousness, rising above the coded subconscious survival instincts layered in unconscious-subconscious.
As experience-cognition of a somehow illusional reality called purpose of life is an exclusive artistry of the conscious state of mindfulness in human life-living, it is only inevitable that every human being is diligently trained to actualize and optimize his or her consciousness and also, every evolved-empowered consciousness gets sufficient and qualitative liberty to paint shades of purposes on the canvas of life-living. If purpose of life is a delusion, this delusion needs to be painted luminously on canvas of life-living and it must be meticulously ensconced as portal of song and dance of life; not as media for hypocrisy and criminality.
Society-culture-economy-politics-religion has no validity if they do not facilitate this mind-training and golden liberty to every human life.
Tragically, by this definition, all societies-cultures-economies-politics-religions in contemporary human world have lost their validity. They are all dead realities; even though they were never truly alive. If illusion of life is not fully understood and not allowed its well-mounted flights to delusional journeys of aesthetically designed artistry of personal purposes, then humanity itself does not qualify to be a reality and stands as worst illusion of the cosmos.
This overwhelming and restrictive subconscious subscription to the meanings-purposes of life-living, hovering around bare survival goals, as inflicted by wired propensities as well as brutally competitive ambient milieus-cultures, has come to stay as singular routine probability for mass majority of men and women. This ferociously smothers and kills all other probabilities of potential meanings-purposes that life-living may offer. It is colossal human tragedy that this powerful navigation media of consciousness and its brilliantly magnificent perceptual tool of experience-cognition remain singularly immersed in purely animalistic reality of survival and spectrum of culturally assigned successes, which are barely the frilled and embroidered expressions of survival alone. These frills of culturally benchmarked successes seem more delusional than the so-called mega illusion of purposes of life and life itself. An insect life-living, hailed as success in human cultures and plethora of hypocrisies-criminalities resorted to, for attainment of these success, are ultimate delusion of humanity.
This restrictiveness and its associational cultural slavery kill the very potential of experience-cognition spectrum to journey multidimensionality of realities and is the primary and core pathology of larger humanity. It then
seeds up a plethora of probabilities of pathologies. Primary human failure and a massive disgrace to human intellect is that despite long journey of civilization-cultures and development of resources-technologies; mass majority of humanity has always remained and continues to be largely animals, even like insects, in their life-living goals and experience-cognition.
It seems, cultures are designed by conscious elements of a handful of evolved-empowered human consciousnesses but they have to be lived out by mass majority of humans with only innate-embedded unconscious-subconscious experience-cognition. Very naturally, what cultures finally turn out to be is the sum totality of frills and frames, which these mass majority of unconscious-subconscious individuals design to perpetuate their innate animalistic propensities. This is deeper and specific delusional state of affairs, within the larger and generic illusion of life-living. The cultures have completely different avowed ideals and mass majority of humans living within it have distinct practical life-living goals. It is like animals living out human ideals and cultures becoming living illusions of purposes of life.
It needs to be realized that to be truly a human is to have this exclusive and experimental liberty and facility of journeying diverse probabilities of realities and their experience-cognitions, in the vastness of cosmic milieus, without undue and disproportionate stress on survival question. In a very subtle but obvious way, evolution of life forms and its sprouting complexities have been manifested and expressed in the expanding and enriching spectrum of guided experience-cognition, which led towards a complex life form called humans, investing in it larger and deeper territories of conscious and regulated-refined subconscious. The animal-human distinction is not embedded in body complexities and exclusivities
but in the evolved elements of intellect and artistry, consciously loaded-installed over and above the innate propensities of subconscious animalism of brain states. It is such a tragedy that even in modern contemporary times, mass majority of men and women does not have this liberty of intellect-artistry to qualify them as humans, as they remain slaved to the misery and restrictiveness of animalistic experience-cognition of bare survival.
Fragility-Mortality and its experience-cognition itself is a very powerful energy to drive men and women to seek this liberty to embark on a journey of multiplicity of experience-cognition in the short span of life-living.
Tragedy is that this fragility-mortality experience-cognition becomes the singular ambient and over-encompassing milieu, instead of energy, leading to pathologies, instead of the health of bliss and contentment. This is animal life-living, as only animals have this restrictiveness of singular experience-cognition of subconscious survival goals and purpose. This itself suggests that contemporary humanity is nothing but a muddled up extension of the animal world. In fact, contemporary human world may qualify to be worse than animal world as mass majority of humans have to face far more brutal and criminalized competitiveness and complexities for bare survival than average animal. Animals in most butcheries, all over the world are slaughtered in more compassionate ways, compared to the brutalities and criminalities humans, especially women have to face in human cultures.
All realities, which this singular-restrictive animalistic potential engenders, are truly meaningless and futile, in the long run and in the infinity of Time and Space, if Life is to be accepted as portal to experience multitudes of multi-dimensionalities of holism of realities. The realities of meaning, worthiness and populist labels of successes, assigned by humanity to different probabilities of life purposes in contemporary human milieus are themselves restrictively ambient and metaphoric in localized cultural
vocabulary of survival-reality only. There is a difference between multidimensionality of a singular experience entity of survival-success and true variety of experiences-cognitions of multitude of realities in multidimensional ways. This needs to be understood. This differentiates animal and human life-living. Contemporary human world does not seem to have any such difference.
So, a human life begins with not a single penny and ends up with billion dollars to its name. An infant breathes its first gasp of air with no knowledge of anything and ends up as the CEO or a super star. A kid begins with the ability not enough to even move his head and ends up as powerful leader, moving huge armies to kill millions. An innocent life begins not even understanding the difference between a lie and truth and ends up as most depraved politician or criminal, forcefully establishing all his or her lies as ultimate truths for others. These ‘attainments’ and
‘empowerments’ of Self, led by deep sense of purposes, are simply the manifestations of singular subconscious propensity of survival-success, as entrenched in animalism of organism of all living being. They may be termed as super animalism or even sublime animalism but do not seem to qualify as Humanism; let alone sublime humanism.
Realities, as journeys of probable information, embed the eventuality of mortality, which defines movement from one dot to another. Realities are only joining of two dots, to delineate a specific trajectory of actuality of probability, in the infinity of the mega graph of cosmic expanse. The line between the two dots defines and demarcates the Span of Reality and this span and its experience-cognition depends on what and which dots of information the span joins. Human span necessarily invites and imbibes diversity and multidimensionality of widest possible spectrum of experience-cognition, as against animal span, which is singularly and
restrictively only experience-cognition of survival and survival successes.
The difference between animal and human spans is that human span is supposed to journey the distance between the two dots of life and death as highly conscious-aware-discretional experience-cognition media to delve into and wade through the cosmic diversities of information plexuses, whereas animal span is purely subconscious experience-cognition media, living out its innate singular survival instinct, in auto-response to a set of situational information in localized-ambient milieu.
Meaning, worth, purposes, reason, rationality, ethics, aesthetics, compassion, intellect et al are experience-cognition spectrum elements of conscious-conscientious Self, whereas consumption-indulgence-competitiveness-success elements and propensities are subconscious-animal Self. No doubt, the subconscious mastery of survival is primary and critical but it is not the sole purpose as conscious experiences-cognitions have to fill in to install human spectrum of purposes and actualizations, within the design, which has evolved out of animalism.
For a tiny fragment of Time-Space, these subconscious journeys between dots, pop up bubbles of very personal-localized realities, for subjective survival purposes, which has no meaning and significance in the overall structure of Reality of the cosmos but in the short run, they make or break other millions of lives in local milieus. The span, which joins the dots of survival information only, manifests experience-cognition spectrum of animalistic meanings and goals only. Interestingly, even the pains and pleasures of these millions of lives have no meaning and significance in the cosmic reality as they too are expressions of the survival spans. The span and its experience-cognition are subjective and personal. Realities of cosmic constructs are massively expansive as it incorporates infinite dots and massively diverse spans of experience-cognition.
Pathologies are human perceptional probabilities, largely associated with subjective-personal experience-cognition spectrum of survival span, bereft of the objective-impersonal experience-cognition elements of meaning, worth, purposes, reason, rationality, ethics, aesthetics, compassion, intellect et al. No doubt, even the conscious and aware experience-cognition elements of rationality-intellect are susceptible to possible infliction of pathologies, as science tells us that unconscious-subconscious-conscious stages of aware self are not segregated and mutually exclusive realities but a continuous oscillating spectrum. That is why the conscious pathologies are limited, less contagious and better manageable. The conscious can witness the pathologies embedded in the spectrum of reality and work its ways to come out of them, whereas subconscious can only become a victim of pathologies as it accepts even pathology as necessary success tool.
The cosmos knows and judges no pathologies or virtuosities and that is why the innate nature, which is wired-entrenched in subconscious layer of experience-cognition structures, recognizes and orients almost automatically only towards survival-success of personal-local needs. For individual life and its entrenched-wired experience-cognition fabric, it is hugely tough to rise above and beyond the ambient and endemic meaningfulness of journeys of joining of dots, to break free of the populism of metaphoric expressions of pathologies as well as virtuosities.
Consciousness as navigation media for body of organisms is powerfully dominated by subconscious animalistic propensity of journeying the body and its experience-cognition only between few populist and culturally ambient dots. Consciousness is innately and deeply marked by the wired propensities of personal and local. It requires sound and prolonged mind training to acquire an aware and conscious experience-cognition spectrum, which emancipates consciousness from the slavery of subconscious
pathologies. That is why all religion-spiritualism-philosophy, in their uncorrupted frameworks, insist only on conscious-aware-discretional life-living.
The singular tragedy of humanity is that this conscious-aware-discretional Self cannot be attained or arrived at merely by seeing and knowing about it.
It requires right and prolonged mind training through timely and appropriate education of men and women since their early childhood through adulthood. It is therefore said, ‘Most people say I Love You and think it has happened’. The tragedy is that love and most realities don’t happen this way; it requires a spectrum of conscious and prolonged investments of right and appropriate elements of rationality and intellect.
What seems to have happened is usually visceral-intuitive, requiring no external evidences as the body-brain itself lends its belief. What however is actualized, specifically has to be non-intuitive and requires external evidences of happening, beyond body-brain witnessing. This non-intuitiveness comes through knowledge and prolonged mind training to transcend visceral-intuitive acceptances.
The processes of this reality in human life-living have to be understood well and in objective scientific ways. Human body-brain and its experience-cognition constructs have evolved over billions of years of progression of life from single cell organism to a cooperative of over 30
trillion cells. Human consciousness mechanism therefore is not an exclusive construct but a patched up evolution from the very basic instinctive cellular consciousness. Human model of life and consciousness is a very recent and new existence in the long history of billions of years of evolution of life forms on earth. That is why human consciousness has this layered primary and overwhelmingly predominant subconscious animalism.
This animalistic subconscious domination of average human consciousness
is designed and evolved for basic survival successes. The subconscious processes only those information from local-ambient milieus, which are relevant for bare survival. The conscious-aware-discretional spectrum of information processing is only of very recent and new origin as it evolved only in the last few hundred thousands of years, as compared to the subconscious evolution of billions of years. The human element of recent information processing of a conscious-aware-discretional Self therefore is not a wired instinct like the subconscious. It is not an auto-availability like subconscious. The conscious-aware-discretional portion of Self or human consciousness comes after long and persevered mind training, with a disciplined life-living.
Humanism is a potential of probability on top of the definitive inevitability of dominant animalism in all human consciousness and life-living. Human life is pre-loaded with primary information processing of subconscious spectrum as in all animals. The human superiority over animals is this available evolved brain structures for conscious-aware-discretional information processing but it is not a wired or instinctive-intuitive availability. This secondary information processing skill is loaded and installed in human brain states after proper-prolonged-persevered mind training.
It is popularly said that subconscious animalism is hardware and conscious-aware-discretional humanism is software. Only handfuls are fortunate to have the right mind training to qualify as humans in the overall body-mind of animal constructs. It has to be clarified here that animalism as hardware is not a derogatory reference. The hardware and its soundness are equally important as finally, all virtues as accepted in human world, have to be operative goodness through subconscious animalism. Nothing comes out of software if the hardware does not support it. The very purpose
of the software of conscious choices of goodness-righteousness is to practice them with perseverance and repetitiveness, so that they become hardware (subconscious) functions.
Goodness is hypocrisy if it is a conscious choice only; it is real and true only when it becomes a subconscious habitual routine, like all bad habits.
We don’t and can’t wear virtues; they are our bodies. It is accepted that animals can be trained to perform some of the human functions against their innate nature but it is always warned that at the end of the day, they are only animals. It is because, for trained animals, human goodness is only a deception or hypocrisy they can practice. Most humans also ‘consciously’
practice some or other goodness and virtues as deception or hypocrisy, as it does not become their automatic subconscious habit.
That is why most men and women say, ‘I love you’ but in mass majority of cases they are deceptions and hypocrisy, like that of a trained animal to perform human acts. It points out to the fact that human superiority of virtuosity is not in practiced goodness but in exclusive human conscientiousness to choose, repeat and persevere with righteousness, against their innate propensities to bypass them, so that they become their auto-mode subconscious habits. To be human is to be conscious of subconscious slavery and conscientiously launch suitable enterprises to install such personal goodness in subconscious, which augment and empower collective survival, prosperity and cohesion. This is the true meaning of the metaphor of hardware-software in human life-living.
Most humans have inadequate and flawed software; many even have poor and insufficient hardware. Only healthy robust body has sound healthy minds. Tragically, massive inequality and prospering deprivation in contemporary world fail to ensure robust-healthy body to billions of poor
unprivileged children across cultures. Humanism is not an automatic, by birth eligibility; it is rather a painfully acquired qualification of disciplined enterprise. To be human is to have this golden potential of persevered discipline in life-living. A true and right human culture is a healthy milieu, which facilitates and empowers this potential to flourish the disciplined life-living in happy galvanized ways. In contemporary human world of massive inequality, deprivation, depravity and deception; mass majority of men and women are destined to have troubled and poor hardware as well as insufficient and corrupted software. Pathologies have this prosperity of prescription in contemporary human situation in modern cultures.
All these were understood well by humanity, even thousands of years back and in oriental wisdom, the innate-untrained subconscious life-living was termed as Maaya (Illusion). Understanding the Maaya and breaking free of its embedded pathological eventualities was considered as prescribed emancipation ( Nirvana) and true empowerment in life. Nirvana in a sense meant a life-living journey above and beyond pathological propensities entrenched in restrictive survival experience-cognition spectrum of untrained, animalistic consciousness. What this novel and alternative life journey post- Nirvana meant and actualized is purely experiential and cognitive as the body and consciousness spectrum remained the same. It is tough to describe this journey. It is all about how the same body-mind entity processes information alternatively. It is about how consciousness joins which dots of information in the mega cosmic plexuses of information. It is hardware-software reality.
It has to be understood that this singularly mighty and exclusive driving force of experience-cognition, which leads the creation of infinite shades of realities in human life-living; ranging between the two extreme ends of criminalities and compassion, itself is merely a Navigational Tool,
engendered by brain to optimize the single and seemingly innocuous potential of ‘survival’, that too in a very localized milieu. Like the cosmos, the brain does not seem to register the meaning and worth to bubbles of realities, which life creates. Both cosmos and brain are merely mechanisms or media to allow bubbles of realities. Bubbles are objective reality; what shape and colors the driving force of subjective experience-cognition assigns to the bubbles have no meaning-worth for cosmos and brain. This is the dualism of life-living and the animal-human divide, which needs to be understood through right mind training since early childhood.
The experience-cognition spectrum is functional and its causalities are restrictively personal-ambient-endemic to popular-dominant culture, whereas the brain is structural and its causalities are purely navigational in broadest possible milieus of Time-Space. The structural-functional or hardware-software divide and distinction needs to be understood. The meanings and worth, as accepted by most men and women are merely human expressions of the situation of realities, in the restrictive societal-cultural milieus, with narrow purpose of survival and its expressions of competitive successes. This restrictiveness and localization of consciousness breeds most of the pathologies and requires emancipation.
As the milieus become more competitive and complex, the intensity and propensity of competitiveness buoys up, triggering off more and worse pathologies. Emancipation is required from this brutal competitiveness and complexities of cultures too. This emancipation is impossible without persevered discipline of both persons as well as cultures-milieus.
Contemporary human world pathologies owe their prosperity to dwindling conscientious discipline in human life-living as well as in cultures.
The long and tumultuous history of evolution as well as human life-living is singularly the saga of the magically mystical entity of dualistic
Experience-Cognition and its infinite journeys of dots and spans in precarious milieus with high propensities of entropic eventualities. My own 57 years are no different. Before me, over hundred billion such individual-subjective set of experience-cognition has happened and gone away, which we popularly know as life and death. Hundreds of billions of such shall happen and go away in future, including my own experience-cognition media, which is now ‘57’. There is no reason, whatsoever, to assign undue importance and meaning to personal and subjective individual life-span.
This assertion and the need to assign it to every individual experience-cognition, is what we shall talk later in detail.
What I very humbly propose to say, through this 54th eBook of my individual span of ‘57’, is that consciously and conscientiously, I have tried my stupid best, to use this powerful driving force of experience-cognition, not to create and get carried away by the bubbles of realities, rather to use the energy to unravel and demystify this powerful media of experience-cognition itself. My humble enterprise is to underline the beauty-brilliance of the theatre of experience-cognition and undermine the populist jugglery and propensities of the protagonist of personal self.
What I very humbly try to share with you is not what I can say I have known or experienced. Rather I can say that what I share are probable dimensions of the possible realities of the experience-cognition, as facilitated by modern knowledge of contemporary science, which may help you to unravel-demystify it, through your own subjective individualized experience-cognition. The 57’s 54th is another bubble but proposed to be the one to unravel the dynamics and dimensionalities of all bubbles. As with all my previous writings, I am sure, this 54th stupidity shall also be accepted by the magnanimity and compassion of my beautiful readers.
Compassion is the costliest and best software and my stupid hardware has singular reliance on this software superiority in you.
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