METH HEAD TO WOMAN OF GOD
I was what people would call a “Meth head;”
I remember losing my son; torn, broken and inside I was dead.
I heard people say, “Yeah, she’s headed back to jail;”
I saw my life going in a downward spiral, headed straight to hell.
I worried I would always be burden down with the jail strife;
I thought if I don’t stop using, I’m going to end up with 10 years to life.
I am a very strong woman of God and this He let me see;
I know I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
I need to change and I want change in my home;
I try fasting with prayer because I know I can’t do this all alone.
I feel good about myself and I love the person I am today;
I forgive the ones who hurt me and pray that God will take that pain away.
I will be positive and know that I am a beautiful woman;
I chose to be free from addiction and change, despite the rumble.
I dream of a future with my child and the rest of my folks;
I hope when get out; God will release me of the past yolks.
I predict one day I will get married and have my own family;
I know I’ve changed this time and I’m determined to stay out of the devil’s ramblings.
Written for Ganah Dobson