Remember earlier Jesus explained that the dream and the poem, as you read, were for each and every one in all humanity. Before you read the conclusion of this book, Jesus is asks you to read the dream and the poem again. It is reprinted below. Jesus wants you to put yourself first, and then put all humanity in my place in the dream and in the poem.
THE DREAM BEFORE BAPTISM, I SAW CHRISTIn my dream I was flying horizontally through a tunnel as others were walking the opposite direction. I came to the end of the tunnel. I found myself walking in a place like a park or a garden. I came to a glass door that opened. A man was exiting as I was about to enter. As I was about to enter a thief stole my wallet and the wallet of the man who was exiting the glass door. I looked calmly in the thief’s eyes and said, “I am an artist you cannot steal from me.” The thief looked in my eyes and said nervously, “Sorry, I know.” He gave me my wallet back. But he did not give the man’s wallet back. The man whose wallet was stolen by the thief turned to people around us and said, “Did you see her look in the thief’s eyes and with such authority get her wallet back? She did a miracle. It was a miracle.” He kept repeating it. “It was a miracle.” I chose not to enter the glass door. I turned to my left and saw two escalators. One was going up to the sky. I could not see the end of the escalator. The other escalator was coming down from the sky. I went on the escalator that went up. (In real life I had a height phobia and I was afraid of heights in dreams as well. But in this dream I did not fear going up the escalator so far in the sky I could not see the end of it.) I stood there and the escalator went up taking me to the end. When the escalator ended, I stepped in to a place that seemed to be another world that I had never seen anything like ever before. It was like a city made of structures that seemed to be buildings and places. All was in white light and crystals. All was glowing white light. I never saw anything like it. It was majestic. It was majestic. I saw two men dressed in Catholic priest’s habit carrying briefcases. They seemed to be on a mission, walking very solid and assured. They were walking my direction. I was still standing next to the escalator that I got off, captivated by what I saw. I suddenly felt I had to turn. I turned to my right and saw a big triangular shaped structure of some sort. It seemed to be crystal. White light was emanating from it. I felt I had to walk to it. I walked to it and stood in front of it. It spoke to me and said, “Catholic.” I somehow knew who talked to me. I understood that I was asked to go on a mission. I did not say anything. I obeyed what I was directed to do. I turned around and walked back to the escalators. I took the one going down. I went back down to the same garden like place where I was almost robbed. My mission required me to go back in the tunnel I came out of earlier. I walked through the garden looking for the tunnel. It was getting darker and darker. I had to return back to that tunnel. I was on a mission. I had to find it. I was feeling nervous and worried as it was getting darker and I seemed unable to find the tunnel. I saw a woman sitting on a wooden bench like the benches in parks. Her back was to me. She was wearing a black lace dress and had long black hair. I could only see her back. Looking at her back, I asked her, “Excuse me, do you know where the tunnel is?” She said, “Follow that path.” She pointed with her finger to a pathway a few feet away. I listened to her and walked to the pathway. As I started to walk to the pathway, still close to the woman, I heard her say, “As if there is a tunnel.” She seemed evil and misleading. I sensed it. But I continued on the path she showed me. I thought I had no other alternative. Soon I realized I was going around in a circle. I realized I was intentionally misled by the woman. I stepped out of the circular pathway. I kept walking straight to my right. It was very dark then. I was extremely agitated and afraid. I saw something in front of me. It looked like a door to a place. It seemed like the door I exited in the beginning. But I could not trust my memory. I was too afraid to open the door to see if it was the tunnel. I was very afraid. I was so afraid I was shaking. Suddenly my handbag flipped and everything I had in it fell to the ground. I was looking around in fear of being attacked. If I squatted to pick up my things off of the ground, I could be attacked from behind. But I had to do it. Fearfully, I squatted to pick up my belongings. Suddenly I heard someone approaching. I was startled. I saw a white light approaching. I was still squatting. I looked up. I saw a beautiful man, wearing a white hat with rim, a white coat, white shirt, white tie, white pants and white socks and shoes. He was in all white and emanating glowing white light. He was so beautiful. I felt safe. I did not feel fear anymore. He asked, “Do you need help?” I said, “Yes.” He picked up all of my belongings off of the ground and put them in my handbag. He took off his hat and put it in my bag. I felt so unworthy of him. I wondered why he put his hat in my bag. I felt unworthy of the honoring gesture. He was out of this world. I had fallen in love. I asked him, “Do you know where the tunnel is?” He said, “Yes. It is right here. I am going the same way.” I had doubts about it being the door to the tunnel. We both walked in to the tunnel together.
Beloved I AM and I Cannot Tell or Show How Much I love You I love you like no otherLove so very you can’t grasp
I flicker your curly hair often
I love to look in your green eyes that rest in the flame of mine
I have you all mine in creation
I was there before you
Remember me in your sight
Remember me against all odds
Remember me when laying down
Remember me when crying
Remember me slowly
As calm try
Remember me in a count of 9
Remember me when I laugh
Remember me when I cry seeing your tears fall
Remember me against all odds
Remember no remorse
Remember your vows
Remember time makes mans’ virtues
Remember I vowed to share your pain
Remember not to seek my “kind”
Remember me here as I AM always and no need for “kind”
Remember my beloved pray out loud. In your eyes flames of fire
In your eyes peace meets glory
In our eyes longing to hold
In your eyes peaceful control
In your eyes faithful flames
In your eyes draw me ever near
In your eyes taking my pain
In your eyes hold you here
In your eyes I AM here
In your arms latch on ever tighter
“But don’t fear beloved”
“I Am here”
In Eternal Love
“I Am here beloved”
Beloved take all your memory of me
Meet the red rose in my memorial place
A red rose to you in your image
Beautiful red rose with sharp thorns
Evil can’t hold you as I have armed you against him
I AM and Fear Not ever
Virtuous hands will hold you in reverence to me and my command
Love your petals, leaves, stems and thorns in my will I AM as I created you beloved.
With Eternal Love, Your Yuve Jesus
“ ALL MY BELOVEDS, I AM LOVE. I am not the man-made God. I have created each and every human that has ever lived on Earth in my essence. That makes you sisters and brothers. I have been creating all of humanity in infinite, unconditional and eternal love. I am a good parent. I want each and every one of you to know me as your loving parent individually. I want to have a special relationship with each and every one of my children. I have given you what any good parent would give. I sacrificed myself so you would know I love you. Is not that what a good parent does? I gave you myself. I told you our family rules, the true version of the Ten Commandments, to help you all to grow with equal opportunities, love and peace. I provided for each and every human being. It was meant to be shared equally and according to your needs. I formed a universal community before I left Earth. I asked you to love one another just as you love yourself because you are sisters and brothers. I told you how to love, to be patient, forgiving, generous, sharing, selfless, sharing, kind, tolerant, faithful, loyal, honest, humble, self-giving, supportive and compromising. I have given you freedom to find your individual self, as I have a family of humanity that is made of unique individual souls. I suffer when I see you suffer, because of choices you made or others made for you. I have come to you as in the dream and the poem you read in this book. I came to each and every one of you as a loving parent most eager to be there for you to lean on me. As I said in the dream, I ask each and every one of my children, all humanity, do you need help? Will you trust me, as a loving parent, to help you?”