One thing I suffer from still...I cannot deal with the confrontation of fatherhood. I cry at the end of Forrest Gump when he sees his son. I cry when I watch TV shows that deal with fatherhood. Through the tears I have strength, as I know that this is the cost I pay for my forgiveness. I learned how to cry over ten years ago. Parenting was one of the things that I needed to improve on.
Sharing
"To write spiritually is to engage in a search for authentic language. You’ll find your truth by writing your way to it."--Patrice Vecchione
My writing is a tangible piece of my reflection. It allows me to see my ego and my truth. The depth of thought gives me an idea of what I need to do next. Through trial and error I have a chance to learn, to seek truth, and to fulfill my destiny. I have the chance to display who I am with the hope than one person will care. It is my chance to share, which gives me another glimpse of my delusion. I seek to discover and share truth.
It wasn't until about 5 years ago that I decided to complete a portion of my work. I did this because I wanted to share. I have always had a compulsion to seek truth and go down a path toward understanding, but I never wanted to go alone. Alone is exactly what I am. If sharing was a part of my life, wouldn't I be finding a way to include people in my life? Can sharing be something that happens indirectly? Something that only happens in the future?
The concept of sharing is a bit of a long shot. It would be easy to share money or items of obvious value, but sharing knowledge is a completely different matter. Not only do the majority of people not care about truth, our society is built upon a foundation of lies. People want an easy road to travel, and the person who goes down the unpaved path of bumps and briars...goes alone. To provide truth about our history and origins is a difficult and unwelcomed task, and to stay focused I would need to risk all that I am.
The current definition of sharing requires true commitment. The organizations that control major components of society<