My dreams became interrupted for a few years. The test of the FAITH had been undergoing for several months now and it will be going on for several years to come. If I succeeded, my faith will be stronger than before and if I lose, I will be disconnected from the unseen world.
Given the fact that what had happened in my life with the divorce, the money and my new marriage in recent years had taught me to surrender to His decision and His plan. The only thing resided in me all along was ‘Pasrah’, that I surrendered this matter to the justice of Lord.
In the middle of these, I was accused with false allegation from my circle in the village of my awliya guru. It was sort of a slander to my faith.
I did not raised any anger on anyone, with their false allegation. They had commanded me to leave the circle and I obeyed. I knew their allegation came with false proof. But I kept the matter small as I had accepted my weaknesses, and be obedience to the command.
Though I was despised and abandoned, the sadness I had deep in my heart will not be washed away easily.
I have asked God to keep these sadness in me, the fact that I was thrown out and abandoned, I have lost my access to the ‘library of knowledge’.
I observed what’s happening around me in silence and patience.
The remembrance of what had happened in this world had turned me to become the ‘orphan’, walking the path alone, in the companion of God and my Divine source.
Knowing that the sadness will make me closer to the Mighty God, I will continue wanting to have this feeling so God will never ever leave me alone in this world.
Allah knows whatever you conceal and whatever you reveal, and knows whatever you do – Al An’am.
This is my destiny, written for me in such a dramatic way, to endure many tests in this world the way He wanted.
I am hoping that the result at the end of this temporary life will be sweet to embrace memories in the hereafter.
For those believers, know that in every prayers you had submitted, we looked for the PROOF whether you had acknowledged them, the unseen that has come to you.
Iqra’ and read your timeline again and again.
Dumb and foolish to those who submitted prayers but not knowing anything about their existence.
Do you think by upholding the law of your religion will save you into Heaven?
Or do you think your saviour will save you to Heaven?
Nah, remembered I said many times in this book that recognizing and acknowledging are important substance in this world for the benefits you received in the hereafter.
Why can’t you see the path in front or behind you? Didn’t your a’mal prayers shed you some lights to show your path?
How are you going to lead your life in the afterlife without being seen by the unseen?
But you claimed it is a straight path because your religion is true?
Nah, all religions are true here, all sacred scriptures and the holy messengers are true. None are teaching evil. All prophets are companion to God. Do not underestimate other religions, and accused false to other prophets.
Everyone here in this world embraced a religion and wished that their religion will take them to heaven?
But asked, why did you have so much anger, rage, sadness, greed, ego, proud, resentment, guilt, lust, injustice and sins?
There are darkness in you had not been washed away yet!
These dark spirits must be removed as Heaven only a place for the white lights.
Isn’t your path should enlightened your soul, uplifted you from darkness so you truly walked the path of the Messengers?
Shouldn’t you be cleansed by the Messengers?
But you did not meet them at all? Neither in this physical world nor in the unseen world?
How did you walk the earth like a blind man carrying your a’mal prayers deeds on your shoulder? …didn’t you have the bank to put your investment?
The bank is your Saviour.
That should be the destination of our prayers.
Aren’t the Saviours important to God as God’s companion? Who are we to walk direct to the Mighty God without going through them?
Find your Saviour, get acknowledgement for you to receive the benefits, atleast ONCE in your lifetime.
Know that only ‘purified soul’ can access to the knowledge and the wisdom of the afterlife. Connect your soul to the unseen heavenly realm, and discover them before you discover God.
Knowing the ghost is not part of knowing the spirits from the Unseen world.
Remember, we walk by faith and not by sight.
Make connections and companions to the ghoib, the unseen. They are your spiritual guides, your self consciousnous, your wisdom, your healer, your holy ghost, your conscience who, you must have faith in.
Aren’t this the path of the Prophets?
You believed in the ancient hadiths, gospels and scriptures, too much information had overshadowed the now living spirits you ignored, for they (the living spirits) exist in you, in the now time. They were ancients and yet, you did not believed in them.
Hello, where are you in this world?
Understand that you are not following the path of followers, but you are standing on your own path. Religion does not matter to the Lord. Religion is your ‘addeen’, the way you lived your life in the right best way, but recognizing Him and His Ministry is all matter.
Do not fight over a religion, but fight over your faith in God.
The first is to have faith in your spirits, and it is obligatory. The second (faith in scriptures) will follow through. If the first fundamental is not there, your faith is extinct and how can you uphold the faith of the apostles, by knowing them in scriptures won’t be the same as acknowledging them in person.
Read the subtlety of the first stanza of Al-Baqarah, indeed my words are true.
This is the Book, there is no doubt, a guidance for those conscious of Allah. Who believe in the unseen, establish prayer, and donate from what We have provided for them and who believe in what has been revealed to you and what was revealed before you, and in the Hereafter they have faith.
Those are upon guidance from their Lord, and it is those who are the successful.
Believe in the unseen as your fundamental FAITH, what has been revealed to you, before you put your believe in what has been revealed to the prophets before you. Those guidance from the Lord, and you will be successful.