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April 22nd

1:19 pm

How do you know it wasn’t the devil?

Lord says, “You know because he wasn’t trying to do anything inappropriate."

I said, "Put his hands in my butt."

Maced a dog while jogging.

I thought the Lord was more like a preacher but He says more like a policeman. Last night, I dreamed an unmarked police car was in front of me on a freeway exit – the Lord in front of me. He was following me, but still, in front of me.

He keeps telling me not to talk to him, but I fall for taunts or invitation to confrontation.

He (the devil) won’t stop with the sex stuff so I got mad and went trolling Facebook for Satan worshippers – not to demean them. I was mad but being emotional won't get me what I want, which is to see if I could take someone’s account. Jesus won't let me though so I feel like I have no recourse. I would've met at a Starbucks or somewhere public. I have my pistol.

So then He reminds me of one of the Satanists I saw. Most of them look either crazy or kinda lost. But one stood out. In his face, one can see that the devil has him - something about the eyes. The Lord said they would’ve “made me” coming through the door. I guess I look prayerly.

God says he (the devil) would've ran to warn them. Now HE also says it’s ok if I want to fight with one, but HE doesn’t want me near them; that they’ll find a way to worm themselves inside my car.

HIS nose is turned up.

In looking at their page, I'm confused. Some Satanists say they don’t believe in Satan as a god; that their church’s name means “adversary” in Hebrew. Why not use adversary in – whatever.

Then these theistic Satanists worship Satan. So what I gather from Lucifer/Satan. Facebook page, he (the devil) isn’t a god and they don’t worship him, BUT THEN…he is a god, but he wants people to make their own decisions, be independent, but all “Hail him Creator of Blah”. So some deny that they worship him and others are proud to say they worship him.

I do see that they think I'm crazy too and those like me (Jesus freaks). Their Facebook posts demeaning God and Jesus are there. Again, it was Lucifer/Satan (period).

Our feeling toward one another is mutual though. I don't know understand what their problem is either. I mean, I follow the Most High God. He's perfect, duh.

But as it stands, we both think that the other is full of BS.