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April 26th

1:00 am

So the Lord says, “It all comes down to what you’re thinking about.”

I say, “Well, I'm thinking about shoes.” (was on eBay)

God says, “He (devil) will take that shoe and turn it about and try to find a way to use it against you.”

I can remember things about God, but it’s like the majority of my Jesus memories details – are missing. Was my memory wiped so that He couldn't be efficiently mimicked? Especially since He was the material factor in the trickery? The devil did ask me if He told me anything. Like what? Who the hell am I, Peter? Cause I mean for at least a decade I’ve talked to the Lord daily. I have events, memories, laughs that I can't recall.

10:53 am

A few years ago, I dreamed that my spirit was with the stars. Above the stars is black. I remember seeing what I know were planets in the distance. I was spinning like head over feet. I didn’t have control over my body but I wasn’t scared. There was this beautiful music like angels singing. I knew exactly what it was. It was beautiful. I also remember feeling like I had gone as far as I could go because I had sin. I don’t know that to be true, but that's how I’ve always felt. I am and was then ok with that. I was and am just grateful to hear that music.

An hour later…

He's complaining again. That ain't God.

This whole situation I’m going through reminds me of the Story of the Cranes where Islam's prophet thought he had a message from the angel, Gabriel, but in reality the message was from Satan – trickery. I always admired how Muhammad confessed.

I don’t know if I would’ve had the courage to do the same thing. I might have said something like, I made a mistake with the message, here’s what it should say – not to save face, but credibility. Wouldn’t want anyone to ask if I know who I'm talking to when I'm supposed to be leading a whole people toward God.

But he said it was the wrong message – came right out and admitted it. Just another prime example of devil trickery by acting like someone you trust.

Something about God and His 3 daughters

Surah 53:19-20

“Have ye thought upon Al-Lat and Al-‘Uzzá and Manāt, the third, the other?”

Then, originally, the verses (known today as the satanic verses) were as follows;

“These are the exalted gharāniq, whose intercession is hoped for.”

God told me to relate:

Now I heard a story once about jinn who I had always thought to be genies. Later in some odd reading, I found a tale which said that some jinn were passing by a reciting of the Holy Quran - heard it, liked it, and converted to Islam; that jinn who do not convert are in an army led by Satan.

So what I got from that was that jinn are virtually devils who if they did not become Muslim were essentially demons; that converted devils prayed with Muslims in fellowship, which was surprising again because I know how devout most Muslims seem to be.

So I went looking to see what MUSLIMS say…

Surah Al-Jinn 72:1-2

Say, [O Muhammad], "It has been revealed to me that a group of the jinn listened and said, 'Indeed, we have heard an amazing Qur'an.

IT GUIDES TO THE RIGHT COURSE, AND WE HAVE BELIEVED IN IT. AND WE WILL NEVER ASSOCIATE WITH OUR LORD ANYONE.

 

72:5

AND WE HAD THOUGHT THAT MANKIND AND THE JINN WOULD NEVER SPEAK ABOUT ALLAH A LIE.

Reader Reference: http://www.islamreligion.com/articles/669/vi ewall/world-of-jinn/

Of course, one of the main discrepancies with Christianity and Islam is that Christ is the Son.

Surah 21:91

AND [MENTION] THE ONE WHO GUARDED HER CHASTITY, SO WE BLEW INTO HER [GARMENT] THROUGH OUR ANGEL [GABRIEL], AND WE MADE HER AND HER SON A SIGN FOR THE WORLDS.

And again at Surah 66:12:

AND [THE EXAMPLE OF] MARY, THE DAUGHTER OF 'IMRAN, WHO GUARDED HER CHASTITY, SO WE BLEW INTO [HER GARMENT] THROUGH OUR ANGEL, AND SHE BELIEVED IN THE WORDS OF HER LORD AND HIS SCRIPTURES AND WAS OF THE DEVOUTLY OBEDIENT.

Yet in Islam, the miraculous nature of His birth is down-sized and compared to the creation of Adam.

Let me make note of the fact that I am not Christian or Muslim. I believe in the One God, the Father, because He created us:

Isa 64:8 But now, O LORD, thou art our father; we are the clay, and thou our potter; and we all are the work of thy hand.

Mal 2:10 Have we not all one father? hath not one God created us?

I will say that “the Father” thing makes me feel a little sensitive. To think of God as a father, we would have to think that HE distributes love and forgiveness the same as a caring parent would do. Non- sensitive people (such as myself) see God as the balance – the judge of right and wrong. But when I’m frightened or I need something, I run straight for HIM with a sensitive heart. I guess it’s up to the individual, but HE has been correcting me when I say “God”.

I do believe that Jesus died for us. As a matter of fact, the Lord told me when He got stuck in the side that it “killed”. I also believe in Him because God has never removed Him from me – ever. And God will wake me up out of my sleep at 3:26 in the morning to ask me why or what I'm doing. Meaning HE never said to me, don’t talk to Isa or don’t listen to Him. As a matter of fact, HE told me to “stay with Isa”.

I questioned Isa once and God had fury with me – instantly.

Psalm 2:6-12

“Yet have I set my king upon my holy hill of Zion. I will declare the decree: the LORD hath said unto me, Thou art my Son; this day have I begotten thee. Ask of me, and I shall give thee the heathen FOR thine inheritance, and the uttermost parts of the earth FOR thy possession. Thou shalt break them with a rod of iron; thou shalt dash them in pieces like a potter's vessel. Be wise now therefore, O ye kings: be instructed, ye judges of the earth. Serve the LORD (GOD) with fear, and rejoice with trembling. Kiss the Son, lest he be angry, and ye perish FROM the way, when his wrath is kindled but a little. Blessed ARE all they that put their trust in him.”

The Lord would like to add that He loves us.

5:23 pm

I couldn’t go to the bathroom from him bothering me. God says that’s how you know Lucifer because he thinks he can do and get away with anything

9:45 p.m.

Ok. I was doing something and the Lord instructed me. I remember HE used to do that. :-D

I confess that for a few weeks, He’s been telling me to fast. I'll admit that I am not a faster. It’s been at least four years since I’ve fasted. The experience helped. But it’s something about fasting. I don’t know what it is. It’s not that I don’t care and food is not a big deal.

Angel, is it the smoking?

Whatever the case, He says that I will be fasting before I leave earth. It’s wrong to say that too bad this isn’t one of those times where I don't know who He is.

This sucka is glaring at the back of my head like I'm phony when I laugh. He's wearing my wig again.

So I just bought these shoes on Ebay. I go back to look at them and say, “Hmm, I don’t know if I like the sparkles.”

God says, “It’s too late. You bought them.”

I say, “Thank you, God.”

It says, “Why do you thank God? You’re the one who made the money.”

11:20 pm

I would like to make note of the fact that when I laugh at something he says, it’s mostly because (I’m stupid) or caught off guard at how much it speaks like human beings.

The Lord says to remember to walk in the light.

11:55 p.m.

God told me something then HE asked me if I remembered that about HIM. Yes, I do remember that HE tells me things before they happen to me or why someone is doing something or that they’re about to do something.