Preface
How do abusive religious leaders operate?
In this book I will list and describe the actual mind control tactics that I went through in the religious Cult. The focus was on one woman claiming to be the one and only bride of Christ, the birth of a physical holy man-child, the preparation of the 144,000 and the coming of Christ in the flesh to birth this man-child.
I was one of the cult leader’s closest disciples. I do not promote nor support any of the things that the leader taught me and which I experienced in the Cult, but I hope as you read and come with me on my journey, that it will help you to better understand the warning signs or even recognize deceptions within your own life. Since my leader was a woman, I will refer to her as “she” while I tell you my personal story in the way I experienced it.
The aim of my recounting is not to cast judgment, shame, or embarrassment on anyone, but to help readers and Cult members make well-informed decisions for themselves and for the future. We are living in the end-times, and false doctrines and deception are very present in this age.
Due to the trauma and seriousness of the events, and for the sake of privacy, no names or detailed accounts of other victims are mentioned.
These cult leader are often very intelligent, well educated, and have an outstanding ability to charm, seduce, influence, and control individuals with their mind control and “gaslighting,” brainwashing techniques. They indoctrinate people with new things and repeat them often enough until they eventually believe them. They camouflage themselves in their Biblical knowledge and prophesy over you, then bombard you with mysteries and oracles from heaven. This makes it not as easy to discern that they are actually deceiving you, even though they may exhibit behavioural characteristics or signs of extremism, narcissism, and even sociopathic tendencies.
14And when we were all fallen to the earth, I heard a voice speaking unto me, and saying in the Hebrew tongue, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me? it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks.
15 And I said, Who art thou, Lord? And he said, I am Jesus whom thou persecutest.
16 But rise, and stand upon thy feet: for I have appeared unto thee for this purpose, to make thee a minister and a witness both of these things which thou hast seen, and of those things in the which I will appear unto thee;
17 Delivering thee from the people, and from the Gentiles, unto whom now I send thee,
18 To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me.