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Chapter Five: Idle Thoughts

PRINCE HENRY STANDS at the end of the courtyard,

supervising the individual exercises of the troops. He’s been

walking around in circles for hours just looking at them, only

stopping to sit and look after he’s corrected some men from doing

the wrong things which he knew would inevitably cause them to

injure themselves.

There’s sweat trickling down his forehead, but he doesn’t mind.

He’s accustomed to the heat and to the sour smell of perspiration

in an environment full of trainees. He scratches his nose, studying

the men, his eyes falling on a group interaction in the distance. He

can’t hear what they’re saying, but he knows what they’re doing.

The men don’t appear to be part of Phillimont’s army that had

travelled with him. They look instead like some of Vynier’s

citizens who had been enrolled in the training program. Prince

Henry shakes his head in frustration as he sees one of the taller,

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stronger men, pushing another backward against a wall. He stands

and strolls over to the little gang forming in the corner.

“Quit it, you bastard!” commands the man being attacked.

“You’re a phony. Just who put the thought of it in that no-good

head of yours that you’re made for this army?” replies the

attacker.

“Were you?”

The attacker then turns to find Prince Henry, his arms folded

across his chest, the look of boredom on his face. Prince Henry

waits for a reply. When he gets none, he repeats himself. “Were

you made for this army in more of a way than he was?”

“I- Your Highness,” says the man, laughing nervously, “You

must be mistaken, I didn’t mean-”

“-Is not life a war? Are we not all born to fight it differently?”

Prince Henry asks him. “Is he less capable of winning a battle

because he’s not built like you?”

The attacker takes a step away from the man, and bows lowly.

“Forgive me, Your Highness.”

“I’m not the one who needs to do the forgiving,” says the

Prince, gesturing with a nod of the head towards the man that was

being attacked.

The man turns slowly towards his victim, clearing his throat and

looking around, embarrassed. “F-forgive me... please?”

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“I forgive you,” replies the soldier.

Prince Henry nods to both the men. “You will both spend an

extra hour every evening under the supervision of one of my

army’s commanders, working together in training. I do hope you

spend this time learning to cooperate.”

Prince Henry turns to his left –Ericia stands at the entrance to

the courtyard with Avie, her expression blank, though it’s clear

she’s intrigued by the situation. Avie turns to Ericia –who nods

once slowly at the Prince- and then Prince Henry turns from her,

walking into the opposite direction and returning to his seat.

“That’s it,” Ericia says, softly –and more to herself than to

Avie. She sounds defeated.

“What is?” Avie asks.

“That’s the most Prince Henry has ever acknowledged me.”

“Dear me,” Avie mutters, “that man is such a mystery.”

***

Queen Olivia loosens the big braid of her hair, sitting and

staring at herself in the mirror of her dresser. She’s moving

gracefully, careful not to pull any one strand or agitate her scalp.

“Is he still caught up in the meeting?” she asks the maid behind

her.

“Yes, My Queen, His Majesty is still with the officials of

Phillimont and I believe a couple of trainees as well.”

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Queen Olivia turns to her maid. “Gaya,” she says. “Come

closer.” Gaya then steps closer to the Queen, who proceeds to

speak in a soft voice only loud enough for the maid to hear. “Has

there been any word from the Callie family?”

“They’ve been quiet for the longest while. There hasn’t been a

word since the last request to push their event forward in the

village.”

“Please continue to look after them,” says Queen Olivia. “I am

so grateful for all your efforts. You will be greatly rewarded, I

promise you.”

“Would you like me to send a message to any one of them? I

should be heading over there in a few days when I have my time

off.”

Olivia pauses in thought. “Ask them... to forgive me.”

“Forgive you, My Queen?”

Olivia looks into her own eyes through the mirror before her. In

it, she can see her sins. “I’ve done them a great wrong. I’ve caused

chaos to feast upon the innocents and that I cannot undo.”

When Ericia’s guardian, Marie, had found out about the sexual

abuse towards the queen by her own husband, Marie had been a

newly wedded. Her husband was a member of the Royal army,

and Marie was four months pregnant.

With a flash of white lightning in a sky raining bullets, a thick

noose and an unsteady wooden floor, Olivia is haunted by the

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death of Marie. The late servant’s family, the Callies, had lived in

poverty shortly after being stripped of their titles, but Olivia

found her means of helping them out in secret. If King Charles

were to ever find out, however, Olivia knows she would be gone

forever.

***

Prince Rowan stands at the entrance of the Throne room,

conversing with two court members. They’re all laughing when

Ericia and Avie make their way towards them.

“Well, at least one of them is amiable,” Avie whispers to her

best friend.

“At least one of them has the courage to entertain and be

entertained by others in a foreign land,” Ericia says to her friend,

smugly, “It’s apparently not a trait of most with high positions.”

“Ericia!” Rowan says, waving her over into his little

conversation.

“Hello, Rowan, and good day to you, both,” Ericia says,

acknowledging the court members.

“We’ve been discussing the upcoming Flower Festival, Your

Highness,” says the court lady, Lady Rose.

“I’m sure you’re aware, Ericia, but the Flower Festival has only

been a rare experience for me,” Rowan says in reminder. “I’ve

only attended one in all of my time here –and it was way too long

ago to be properly appreciated now.”

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“Ah, yes, the Flower Festival,” Ericia says, smiling. “Are you

planning on staying to observe it with us this time?”

“I’ll certainly be here for a little while,” says the Prince, “and of

course, it is my intention to form a special bond with your people.

I’d be honoured to attend the grand events of the Flower Festival

with you.”

“Well, there we have it,” Ericia says, amused, “Something else

to look forward to.”

“Yes,” Rowan says, laughing, “Ah, Henry!” he calls to the

Prince walking past them.

Ericia turns to look at the Prince. He’s still as intimidating as

ever, not smiling, and walking as though he’s always ready for

something to happen.

Henry stops in his tracks when Rowan calls him out and he turns

to the Prince, clearing his throat, “Rowan,” he acknowledges.

“You seem to be having a lovely day.”

Rowan nods. “We’ve just been discussing the upcoming Flower

Festival of Vynier. I must ask you, my friend, if you’ll be

accompanying us to it.”

Us? Prince Henry wonders to himself, though he knows Rowan

is pairing himself with Ericia because of the gesture Rowan had

made, tilting his head towards the princess.

Henry only glances briefly into the direction of the Princess

before returning his focus to the Prince. “It’s difficult to know,

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honestly,” he says. “With the intensity of the training and the

amount of men I have to keep up with, it’s hard to say whether or

not I will be able to make it.”

“Unless, of course, His Majesty decides to put off the training

for a while so as to give you a bit of a break,” says Prince Rowan,

turning to the court members. “Would he do such a thing?”

Sir Victor, the court member, nods. “King Charles would be

generous enough to do such a thing, though I’m sure he’s eager to

move along with the alliance. He may put it off for a bit until the

festival is over. It is possible that he would allow the trainees to

have those days off, but in any case, he would be sure to discuss

such details with the Phillimont Prince.”

“What do you think, Ericia?” Rowan asks.

Ericia suddenly feels small. She’s been put on the spot yet again.

“Oh, um...” she glances at Henry and then back to Rowan. “I’m

never sure what my father’s plans are, truthfully,” she laughs. “I

suppose it is a subject that can be discussed with the king by those

of the court.”

“But what do you think?” Prince Henry suddenly asks her.

There’s a pause, and suddenly Ericia has become immobile,

frozen in her stance. She blinks at the Prince, startled by his

sudden attention towards her. “Huh?” She utters, before

correcting herself. “Pardon me?”

“What do you think,” he repeats, “about giving the trainees of

your own army the days of the festival as time off?”

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Ericia wants to swallow, but that would be out of character. She

shifts in her spot nervously. She wants to shrug too, but that

would also be out of character.

Prince Henry only allows her to feel awkward for a few

moments –not long enough for Prince Rowan, Avie, Sir Victor or

Lady Rose to notice that she’s feeling insecure.

“Don’t you think,” Prince Henry asks her, looking directly into

her eyes with a stern expression as he says it, “that part of that

decision is dependent on your point of view?”

Prince Rowan offers a quiet chuckle. “It’s alright. As of now it’s

only a bit of banter. Further discussion on this topic will arise the

closer we get to the actual festival, as I’m sure. Until then,” he

says, turning to Ericia, “You can think it all over and give your

answer.” He nods, offering a bit of comfort and support.

“I have to get back to the courtyard,” Prince Henry says, “Take

care for now.” He nods once at Prince Rowan, glancing at

Princess Ericia for a mere moment before turning and walking

away.

Ericia’s eyes follow him until he disappears around the bend that

would lead him to the courtyard, as Rowan, Sir Victor and Lady

Rose excuse themselves and Ericia and Avie take their own

separate route back into the palace.

“He spoke to you,” Avie says, poking Ericia’s arm gently.

“He’s harsh,” Ericia says, “and rather straight forward.”

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“He’s responsible,” Avie says, “a bit stern and on the introverted

side, but incredibly responsible and wise.”

“I suppose that is the fate that comes with being the future king

of a kingdom like Phillimont,” Ericia says, turning into the

corridor that would take her to her room. “You don’t even have

the time to engage a kingdom’s princess in a reasonably friendly

conversation.”

***

Ericia sits out in the open field behind the palace where trainees

are gathering firewood and there are three long tables filled with

food. The sun is already setting, and Prince Rowan tosses another

bit of firewood into the large bonfire before her, causing more

smoke to rise and more sparks to fly. He grunts as he sits beside

her, cracking his knuckles and stretching out his legs in front of

him.

“It’s been a loooong day, Princess,” he says to her. “I could do

with a good bottle of wine.”

“Which would you prefer?” Ericia asks him.

“Perhaps the red,” Rowan says, “I haven’t had that for a little

while.”

Ericia looks around. Her maids are all busy dishing out food for

the trainees at the tables in the distance. She would have to walk

all the way over there and bother one of the maids to go into the

wine cellar to get one of the red wines.

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“I’ll be back in just a moment,” she says. She stands, heading

over to the tables.

When she gets there, all of the maids have already dispersed into

the crowd of people hoping to receive their plate of food. Ericia

groans lowly. She walks into the palace, deciding that she would

go get the wine herself.

In order to reach the cellar, Ericia must pass the large dining

room, the Queen’s lounge and the room of the officials of the

court and then travel down the steps leading to the basement.

On any other ordinary day, Ericia would go with Avie to get a

bottle of wine which they would return with to her room to

share. Today, she’s going alone, and she’s bringing it back for her

Betrothed.

Ericia’s mind is far off in thought as she walks –thoughts of

Prince Rowan, thoughts of Prince Henry, thoughts of her mother,

thoughts of the festiv- and then before Ericia can finish her

thoughts, she’s slipping and tumbling down the stairs to the

basement.

She lands on her back, crying out in pain, but she covers her

mouth to suppress screaming. The wounds on her back are

throbbing, her arms are slightly grazed, and she thinks she’s

possibly strained a muscle. Her vision is blurry as she stares up at

the ceiling above her, and then a tall, dark, blurry silhouette

appears.

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She stares at it, lying on the floor in pain. She blinks a few times

until she’s able to see clearly. She turns on her side, deciding that

lying on her back isn’t a good idea, and her eyes fall on the shoes

of the person standing just beside her.

The shoes are leather boots –brown, worn out leather boots,

but the pants and the leather coat are familiar, as well as the long,

black cotton cape. Looking up at the face of the person, Ericia

suddenly realises who she’s looking pathetic beside.

“Oh my god,” she whispers, sitting up. With every move she

makes, every part of her body aches. She sits there in front of him,

disoriented.

Prince Henry extends a hand towards her. She looks at it, and

then looks up at him. He’s staring down at her with an expression

of concern and hope. “Are you alright?” he asks, genuinely

worried.

Ericia is dumbfounded. She grabs his hand and stands, dusting

off her dress and searching her skin. She takes one step to the side

in an attempt to balance herself and almost falls over again,

Henry’s hand reaching under her to hold her up by her stomach.

He places his other hand gently on her back and straightens her

up. He walks her over to the staircase.

“Sit,” he says.

“I’m fine,” she replies, “really.”

“I wasn’t asking,” he says. “Sit.”

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Ericia feels a cold chill run up her spine.

I wasn’t asking.

Sit.

As if Ericia has suddenly lost all her ability to think and do for

herself, she obeys him, sitting on the third step and staring blankly

ahead, her breathing heavy. Her head begins to pound. Her

heartbeat becomes too quick to control.

Henry sits beside her. “Stretch out your legs,” he says.

Ericia slowly stretches out her legs, her left ankle paining at the

motion. She groans and hisses.

Prince Henry lifts the hem of her dress slightly and assesses the

problem. “You sprained your ankle. You’ll need to get some ice

on this as soon as possible.”

“It’s alright,” Ericia protests, “It’ll stop hurting soon enough.”

“Believe what you want to,” Henry says, his tone suddenly

changing as he stands and takes one step up the staircase. “Next

time,” he adds, not turning to look back at her, “Watch where

you’re walking.”

With that, his steps fade from earshot, and she’s left, sitting

there with a throbbing body once more.

***

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“What took you so long?” Rowan asks, spotting Ericia behind a

few roaming trainees.

Ericia’s clenched teeth form a closed-mouth smile towards the

Prince as she takes the bottle of red wine to him and slowly takes

her seat beside him on the thick log. The sun has set, and there are

village musicians here, entertaining some dancing trainees with

folk songs of Vynier.

“I couldn’t find an idle servant,” Ericia explains to Rowan, “and

I don’t have the heart to give any one of them a task right now. I

ended up fetching this bottle myself.”

Rowan stretches, Ericia listening to his combined groan with the

crackles of the fireplace and the strums of the guitars and the

beating of the drums.

“Henry must be halfway into the woods by now,” Rowan says,

though he says it more to himself.

“The woods?” Ericia asks, surprised, “at this hour?”

“He prefers to hunt in darkness –says it’s much easier to catch

wild meat.”

Ericia is suddenly reminded of the worn out boots, the old

leather jacket and the black cape Prince Henry was wearing when

she had stumbled into him at the basement staircase. He did seem

to be going somewhere. He seemed to be going somewhere that

wasn’t such an easy journey –or didn’t require the polished look

of any Royal Prince.

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“Ah,” Ericia says, understanding, “I see.”

***

Ericia sits in the comfort of her bathtub, staring down at her

swollen ankle under the translucent blue bath water. She’ll need

to find a way to take care of the ankle herself –and she’ll need to

do something about it before her father finds out.

Ericia sits in the bath for so long that she becomes unaware of

the time. When she gets out of the tub and gets dressed, heading

back into her bedroom, all the maids are gone. She limps towards

her bed, sitting and rubbing her ankle, frustrated. Tears escape

her eyes –though she didn’t plan on crying- but she’s in such pain

that she can’t help it.

She stands, dragging her foot over to the balcony doors and

opening it to walk outside.

It’s late, and there are no people out there. The palace bonfire

lasted a few hours, but everyone had left before midnight.

Ericia basks in the glory of the night, hoping to calm herself

under the cool temperature accompanying the gentle winds.

She reflects on the hand extended to her by the mysterious

Prince Henry. She reflects on the words he had said –on his

commanding voice.

I wasn’t asking. Sit.

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Suddenly, Ericia questions her own actions. Why do I pretend so

much around Rowan? Why do I keep things from him? Is he not the very

person I’m to marry one day –and one day soon, perhaps? Why does this

marriage feel odd?

And worse yet, Ericia...

Why does your heart collapse at the mere thought of Prince Henry?

Who is he to you?

How could you fall idle in thoughts of someone like that?

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Chapter Six: The Devil in the Woods

ERICIA HEARS THE startling sound of anguish echo out from

the woods behind the field of the palace. She hears the double-

timed gallops of one horse. She stares out from her balcony into

the darkness before her. A black silhouette appears from the eerie

woods –tall, mysterious, bone-chilling, riding out on a white

stallion, reminiscent of a devil in the flesh. The silhouette jumps

off of the animal and pulls a large beast that had been hanging off

the back of the horse, swinging it over his shoulders and stumbling

towards the palace with the weight of it on his back. Ericia then

hears the footsteps of soldiers rushing towards the silhouette –at

least five of them.

There’s a knocking at Ericia’s door –she wakes up.

“Your Highness, are you awake?” it’s Avie’s voice. “Ericia,

darling, it’s Avie.”

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Ericia sits up on her bed, shaken up by the vividness of the

dream. “Come in, Avie.”

Avie bursts through the doors, the maids following behind her

and getting to work.

“Ericia, you would not believe what I’m about to tell yo-“ Avie

says just as Ericia stands to her feet, takes a step forward and

crashes to the tiled flooring. “Oh Heavens,” Avie says, rushing

over, “Are you alright?”

Ericia hadn’t had enough time to process the situation –she’d

completely forgotten about her injured ankle. She sits on the

floor, crying out in pain as Avie raises her dress slightly to look at

the injury.

“Someone get the doctor here immediately,” she says to the

maids. “Dear God, Eri, what happened?”

“I fell last night on my way to the wine cellar,” Ericia says, “but

I didn’t realise the injury would be this bad. It didn’t feel that way

at all.”

“Ericia,” Avie says, frustrated and in utter shock, “Are you daft?

You’re a Princess, you’re supposed to call for help in situations

like that. Dear God, why were you going to the wine cellar?

Where were the maids?”

“All busy entertaining the