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CHAPTER 6: THE FEBRUARY CHAPTER

FEBRUARY 5

YOU:

I HAVE TO SAY THAT IT'S SO COOL THAT YOU

LOVE TO READ. THAT MUST BE WHY YOU'RE SO

SMART. AND WHEN YOU TOLD ME RECENTLY THAT

YOU BELIEVE IN HEARING THE TRUTH, EVEN WHEN

THE TRUTH MAY BE UNPLEASANT, I WAS SO

IMPRESSED.

YOU MADE A GOOD POINT THAT ALL TRUTHS ARE

NOT OF THE SAME WORTH AND THEY AREN'T

ALWAYS PLEASANT. BUT WHEN SOMETHING

SOUNDS NEGATIVE YET CAN BE STILL BE VITAL TO

LEARN, SUCH AS A WARNING FOR OVERALL

HAPPINESS, THAT GOT ME THINKING.

IT'S SO COOL THAT YOU MAKE ME THINK MORE

DEEPLY THAN I SOMETIMES DO.

OKAY. YOU STILL HAVEN’T ANSWERED MY

QUESTION ABOUT WHY YOU’VE BEEN IN AN

ESPECIALLY GOOD MOOD LATELY. THIS KEEPS MY

CURIOSITY INTACT.

IT DOESN’T SEEM TO BE OVER ANY LOTTERY

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WINNINGS SINCE YOU’RE NOT A GAMBLER. (AND,

OF COURSE, THE FACT THAT YOU’RE NOT DRIVING

A NEW CAR AND YOU HAVEN’T GIVEN ME – YOUR

BESTEST, BESTEST MOST FAVORITE AND

COOLEST GUYFRIEND EVER – A NEW CAR OR

TENNIS LESSONS OR A PAINTING THAT’S

ACTUALLY AN INVESTMENT – THESE ARE ALL

CLUES THAT YOU HAVEN’T RECENTLY COME INTO

A LARGE WINDFALL OF MONEY.)

IT DOESN’T SEEM TO BE OVER ANY STRAIGHT A'S

SINCE I LEARNED YOU GOT A “B+” IN SCIENCE.

(DON’T WORRY. I STILL LOVE YOU JUST AS YOU

ARE.)

YOU HAVEN’T BOUGHT ME A YEAR’S SUPPLY OF

MANGO DELIGHT FRUIT CAKE SO THAT MUST NOT

BE WHY YOU’RE SO GLAD THESE DAYS.

SO I MUST DEDUCE THAT IT’S ABOUT... IT’S

ABOUT... (I CAN HARDLY WRITE THE WORDS)... IT

MUST BE ABOUT A GUY. (OH! DAGGERS!

DAGGERS TO MY HEART! DAGGERS!)

SO IF IT IS AND IF YOU INSIST ON NOT TELLING

ME ABOUT HIM THEN I MUST SHARE WITH YOU MY

ALL-KNOWING, ALL-WISE EXPERTNESS ON THE

SUBJECT OF MEN SO AS TO DO MY FRIENDLY

DUTY TO PROTECT YOU FROM POSSIBLE JERKS

DISGUISED AS GREAT GUYS THAT SMILE A LOT.

LADIES NEED TO KNOW SOME RULES GUYS USE

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TO TRICK GIRLS INTO GETTING INTO A LOT OF

TROUBLE WITH THEM. LEARN THESE LARGELY

UNREVEALED “GUYS ONLY” RULES AND LADIES

SUCH AS YOURSELF MAY PREVENT SOME

SERIOUS HEARTACHE AND PAIN.

LET ME TELL YOU NOW, I AM SO SORRY IF ANY OF

THIS IS HARD TO HEAR BUT YOU SAID YOU KNOW

NOT ALL TRUTHS ARE PLEASANT AND KNOWING

SOME TOUGH FACTS IN ADVANCE ARE WHAT'S

OFTEN NEEDED TO KNOW HOW TO RECOGNIZE

DANGER AND TROUBLE SPECIFICALLY TO PREVENT

OR AVOID IT.

JERK RULE #1: JERKS ENCOURAGE GUYS TO

BRING ALCOHOL TO GET HER DRUNK OR GET A

GIRL TO DRINK A DRINK THE JERK GUY MAKES

FOR HER OR THAT HE CAN TAMPER WITH WHEN

SHE’S NOT LOOKING.

JERK'S GOAL: JERKS WANT TO GET HER DRUNK

ENOUGH SO THAT SHE’S NOT STRONG ENOUGH

OR CLEAR THINKING ENOUGH OR PHYSICALLY

ABLE TO FIGHT HIM OFF WHEN THE JERK STARTS

TO DATE RAPE HER (MEANING THE GUY FORCES

HER TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM BECAUSE SHE’S TOO

DRUNK TO SAY NO OR TO RESIST).

IF HE CAN CAN TAMPER WITH HER DRINK BY

SLIPPING IN A DATE RAPE DRUG WHEN SHE’S NOT

LOOKING (IT’S AN ODORLESS AND TASTELESS

DRUG) THEN SHE’LL PASS OUT AND HE AND AS

MANY OF HIS FRIENDS AS THEY WANT CAN USE

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HER FOR SEX FOR AT LEAST AN HOUR OR MORE

AND SHE’LL BE PASSED OUT THE WHOLE TIME SO

SHE CAN’T SAY NO. THE DRUG CAN EVEN MESS

WITH HER MEMORY SO SHE DOESN’T REMEMBER

ENOUGH DETAILS TO ACCURATELY IDENTIFY THE

GUY(S) THAT RAPED HER.

HE COULD ALSO USE YOUR DRUNKEN STATE TO

TAKE PORNOGRAPHIC PICTURES OF YOU TO SEXT

TO OTHERS OR TO POST UP ON THE INTERNET.

HE COULD EVEN MAKE A VIDEO OF IT AND

BLACKMAIL YOU SAYING THAT IF YOU DON’T

AGREE TO KEEP HAVING SEX WITH HIM FOR THE

NEXT SEVERAL WEEKS OR MONTHS OR IF YOU

DON’T LET HIS FRIENDS HAVE SEX WITH YOU

ALSO (EVEN IF HE THREATENS GANG RAPE) THEN

HE’LL POST THE VIDEO OR PICTURES OF YOU

NUDE OR HAVING SEX WITH HIM ONLINE AND

HE’LL CLAIM YOU’RE A SLUT.

LEGAL GUESSES: THIS IS NON-CONSENSUAL SEX

WHICH IS BASICALLY RAPE AND I'M GUESSING IT’S

MOST LIKELY ILLEGAL. I HEARD SOMEWHERE IT IS

FINALLY POSSIBLE TO PROSECUTE A GUY FOR SEX

WITH A GIRL THAT WAS INTOXICATED PRECISELY

BECAUSE SHE COULDN'T CONSENT (AGREE OR

THINK CLEARLY ENOUGH TO AGREE TO SEX WITH

THE GUY) WHILE SHE WAS UNDER THE INFLUENCE.

FINALLY ATTORNEYS AND JUDGES ARE USING

MORE COMMON SENSE TO GET BETTER JUSTICE

FOR VICTIMS OF RAPE.

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DIRTY CRIMINAL DEFENSE LAWYERS (ATTORNEYS

THAT DEFEND GUYS THAT ARE ACCUSED OF OR

ARE GUILTY OF RAPE) WILL STILL TRY TO POINT

OUT THAT SHE (THE VICTIM) DRINKS ALCOHOL SO

SHE MUST HAVE BEEN TOO DRUNK TO RECALL

WHAT REALLY HAPPENED OR TOO DRUNK TO BE

ABLE TO ACCURATELY IDENTIFY THE GUY THAT

ACTUALLY DID IT.

OR THEY’LL SAY BECAUSE SHE DRINKS ALCOHOL

SHE PROBABLY HAS SEX WITH LOTS OF GUYS

AND IN THIS CASE SHE SIMPLY CHANGED HER

MIND AFTERWARDS AND CLAIMED IT WAS RAPE

WHEN INITIALLY IT WAS CONSENSUAL.

OR SHE’S AN ANGRY FEMALE THAT JUST WANTS

REVENGE BECAUSE HE IS DATING SOME OTHER

GIRL SO IT MUST NOT HAVE BEEN RAPE BECAUSE

SHE DRINKS ALCOHOL OR DOES DRUGS SO NO

ONE SHOULD BELIEVE HER WHEN SHE’S REALLY

JUST JEALOUS THAT HE IS DATING SOMEONE

ELSE.

TOO OFTEN CASES WHERE THE FEMALE WAS

INTOXICATED ARE CASES THAT ARE DIFFICULT TO

PROSECUTE (MEANING THAT TOO OFTEN GUYS

DON'T GET IN TROUBLE FOR IT.)

HEALTH ISSUES: IN ADDITION TO THIS GUY GIVING

YOU ONE OR MORE S.T.I.S HE CAN GET YOU

PREGNANT AND ABANDON YOU AFTERWARDS. IF

HE’S TOO “BIG” (ESPECIALLY IF HE... FOR LACK

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OF A LESS GRAPHIC CHOICE OF WORDS...

“ABUSES” YOUR RECTUM) OR IF HE AGREES TO

LET HIS FRIENDS RAPE YOU ALSO THEN YOU CAN

SUFFER A LOT OF PHYSICAL DAMAGE WHERE YOU

WOULD NEED SPECIAL MEDICAL CARE TO HELP

YOU HEAL AND YOU’LL LIKELY BE IN A LOT OF PAIN

FOR POSSIBLY DAYS AT A TIME AFTER. OVERALL,

RAPE IS A TERRIBLE, TERRIBLE, SELFISH CRIME.

WITH JUST A FEW OF THE RISKS MENTIONED

ABOVE THAT ARE POSSIBLE TO SUFFER, ANY

FEMALE THAT IS THINKING CLEARLY WILL NEVER

THINK IT'S WORTH IT TO TRY SEX BEFORE

MARRIAGE – ESPECIALLY DRUNKEN OR

INTOXICATED SEX – NOT EVEN ONCE.

IF SHE'S SMART, RATIONAL, OR THINKING

REASONABLY SHE'LL SAY NO AND BE SO MUCH

HAPPIER FOR IT AS SHE WISELY AVOIDS SO MANY

DIFFERENT RISKS OF DANGERS, SORROWS AND

SUFFERING LIKE THE ONES WRITTEN ABOVE.

LESSONS TO BE LEARNED: YOU’LL LOSE IN MORE

WAYS THAN ONE IF YOU AGREE TO SPEND TIME

ALONE WITH A GUY THAT YOU CHOOSE TO DRINK

BEER WITH OR SOME OTHER ALCOHOLIC

BEVERAGE WITH. YOU’LL ALSO LOSE IN MANY

WAYS IF YOU DO DRUGS WITH A GUY.

OVERALL, IF YOU ARE INTOXICATED IN ANY WAY

AT ANYTIME BECAUSE YOU CHOOSE TO TRY

ALCOHOL OR DRUGS THEN AT ANYTIME IN THE

FUTURE ANY LAWYER CAN ASK YOU IF YOU’VE

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EVER DRANK ALCOHOL OR DONE DRUGS AND IF

THEY CAN PROVE THAT YOU HAVE THEN THEY CAN

DESTROY YOUR CREDIBILITY WHICH MEANS THEY

CAN GIVE THE JUDGE AND JURY ENOUGH

JUSTIFICATION TO MAKE PEOPLE BELIEVE YOUR

WORD IS NOT RELIABLE BECAUSE WHEN YOU

CAN’T THINK CLEARLY THEN YOU CAN’T IDENTIFY A

PERSON ACCURATELY OR THE TRUTH ABOUT A

SITUATION OR EVENT ACCURATELY BECAUSE YOU

CHOSE OF YOUR OWN FREE WILL TO HAVE YOUR

MENTAL CAPACITIES IMPAIRED SO THEREFORE

YOU ARE NOT A TRUSTWORTHY PERSON FOR ANY

TESTIMONY OR AS A WITNESS IN COURT.

AND BEFORE I END THIS NOTE OF WARNING

THERE ARE TWO MORE QUICK LESSONS: 1) WHEN

YOU ARE DRUNK OR ON DRUGS, IF HE LEAVES

YOU ALONE SOME PLACE FOR ANY AMOUNT OF

TIME FOR ANY REASON THEN YOU WILL BE

VULNERABLE TO A TOTAL STRANGER KIDNAPPING

YOU AND USING YOU AS A PERMANENT SEX

SLAVE FOR YEARS AND YEARS OR EVEN

MURDERING YOU.

SO IF A GUY EVER WANTS TO GET YOU DRUNK OR

HIGH, NO MATTER HOW YOUNG OR OLD YOU MAY

BE, HE IS NOT LOOKING OUT FOR YOUR SAFETY

OR HAPPINESS. AND BESIDES, JUST HOW SAFE

ARE YOU ANYWAY WITH A DRUNK DATE IF A

SOBER CRIMINAL COMES ALONG AND BEATS UP

YOUR WEAK (DRUNK) DATE TO KIDNAP YOU

ANYWAY?

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2) IF A JERK DOESN’T TRY TO GET YOU

INTOXICATED THEN HE’LL TRY AND SHOW YOU

SOME PORN TO CONVINCE YOU THAT NORMAL

OR COOL WOMEN HAVE SEX WITH GUYS WITHOUT

BEING MARRIED TO HIM FIRST.

BUT MOST PORN IS A LIE BECAUSE EVERY GIRL

AND NEARLY ALL WOMEN THAT ARE USED IN PORN

MAGAZINES AND VIDEOS ARE OFTEN FORCED

INTO IT EITHER BY BEING KIDNAPPED FIRST OR

INTOXICATION THAT RESULTS IN KIDNAPPING THAT

RESULTS IN THESE WOMEN BEING USED AS SEX

SLAVES (SOMETIMES CALLED “PROSTITUTES”)

FOR YEARS AND YEARS AND THEIR FAMILY

MEMBERS OFTEN HAVE TROUBLE FINDING THESE

MISSING FEMALES. IT’S TRULY HORRIBLE.

AND THOSE FEW WOMEN THAT CHOOSE TO SIGN

CONTRACTS TO BE PAID AND USED FOR SEX

VIDEOS OFTEN GET TRICKED INTO SIGNING VAGUE

AGREEMENTS WHERE THE MOVIE PRODUCER CAN

CHANGE THE RULES WHENEVER HE WANTS SO IF

HE TELLS HER TO SHOW UP TO FILM A SEX SCENE

WITH ONE GUY HE CAN CHANGE HIS MIND AND

HAVE HER SHOW UP UNPREPARED TO BE

BRUTALLY ABUSED AND GANG RAPED INSTEAD AS

A MEANS OF MALE ENTERTAINMENT FOR A

DIFFERENT MOVIE OR VIDEO INSTEAD. NEARLY ALL

RAPE SCENES IN MOVIES – EVEN R-RATED

MOVIES – ARE NOT FAKE.

AND DON’T EXPECT ANYONE TO ASK HER HOW

SHE FEELS ABOUT IT AFTERWARDS BECAUSE,

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AFTER ALL, SHE SIGNED UP FOR IT. (PEOPLE IN

THE SEX TRADE ARE BASICALLY SOCIOPATHIC.

THEY DON’T CARE ABOUT ANYONE’S WELFARE OR

SATISFACTION. THEY ONLY CARE ABOUT THEIR

OWN SELFISH WANTS AND FINANCIAL GREED TO

PROFIT OFF OF HER PAIN AND SUFFERING.)

JERK RULE #2: JERKS WILL TELL A GIRL ANYTHING

AND EVERYTHING SHE WANTS TO HEAR IN ORDER

TO CONVINCE HER TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM – THE

KIND OF SEX THAT THE GUY WANTS WHEN HE

WANTS IT. JERKS DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT

WHAT SHE WANTS. JERKS THINK GIRLS WILL

BELIEVE ANYTHING – ESPECIALLY IF A HE TELLS

HER, “I LOVE YOU.”

ONCE SHE’S GIVEN HIM THE SEX HE WANTS,

WHEN HE GETS TIRED OF HER HE JUST DUMPS

HER AND DOES THE SAME THING ALL OVER AGAIN

TO GET A DIFFERENT GIRL TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM

UNTIL HE GETS TIRED OF HER TOO.

MOST GUYS WANT SEX WITH A VARIETY OF

DIFFERENT WOMEN. LOTS OF US BELIEVE THE LIE

THAT SEX WITH JUST ONE WOMAN IS BORING.

(THE LIE BASICALLY IS THERE TO CONVINCE GUYS

THAT MARRIAGE IS BORING. BUT I BELIEVE THAT'S

GOT TO BE A LIE SINCE THE HAPPIEST GUYS I

KNOW HAVE BEEN MARRIED TO THE SAME

WOMAN FOR DECADES AND DECADES.)

JERK'S GOAL: SINCE GODLESS GUYS (THOSE

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THAT ACTUALLY HATE RIGHTEOUSNESS EVEN

THOUGH THEY MAY VERBALLY DENY SUCH) LOVE

THE IDEA OF HAVING PRE-MARITAL SEX –

ESPECIALLY REALLY PERVERTED OR

“EXPERIMENTAL” SEX – WITH A WHOLE BUNCH OF

DIFFERENT GIRLS INSTEAD OF THE SAME GIRL,

THIS TRICK IS COMMON WITH MOST GUYS. THE

IDEA IS THAT HE WILL SMOOTH TALK A GIRL TO

MAKE HER BELIEVE SHE’LL ENJOY SEX WITH HIM.

BUT THE FACT THAT MOST GUYS EITHER DON’T

TALK ABOUT THE TRUTH OF WHAT A WOMAN

REALLY ENJOYS IN SEX (OR ARE JUST TOO

SELFISH TO THINK ABOUT WHAT SHE ACTUALLY

LIKES AS OPPOSED TO THE LIES THE PORN

INDUSTRY SPREADS ABOUT WHAT A WOMAN

LIKES) IS THE FACT THAT MOST OFTEN, GUYS

DON’T CARE ABOUT A YOUNG WOMAN’S

COMFORT OR PLEASURE NEARLY AS MUCH AS

THEY THINK OF THEIR OWN.

SO MOST YOUNG LADIES HAVE THE SAME

COMPLAINT AFTER SEX WITH A GUY: THAT IT

REALLY HURT HER PHYSICALLY (SOME GIRLS

ACTUALLY CRY BUT HE WON’T STOP – EVEN IF

SHE IS BLEEDING) OR THAT IT WASN’T AS

EXCITING OR FUN AS SHE THOUGHT IT WOULD BE.

THIS IS BECAUSE GUYS JUST WANT TO SATISFY

THEMSELVES FIRST AND FOREMOST AND THEY

DON’T WANT TO BELIEVE THE FACT THAT FEMALES

ARE SATISFIED SEXUALLY IN WAYS THAT ARE

MUCH MORE DIFFERENT THAN GUYS REALIZE. OR,

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TO BE FRANK, PUTTING SOMETHING IN ANY

FEMALE’S ORIFICES JUST ISN’T AS PLEASANT FOR

FEMALES AS GUYS WANT TO BELIEVE.

PLUS MEN OFTEN WANT TO TRY A BUNCH OF

DIFFERENT SEXUAL POSITIONS THAT DON’T

INVOLVE HAVING THE WOMAN LYING ON HER

BACK ON A COMFORTABLE BED (THE MOST

PHYSICALLY COMFORTABLE AND SATISFYING

POSITION FOR MOST WOMEN) WHICH ALSO

PROVES THAT MOST OF THE SEX MEN WANT IS

FOCUSED ON SATISFYING MEN SINCE MEN CAN

ENJOY SEX IN FAR MANY MORE DIFFERENT

POSITIONS THAN A WOMAN CAN.

MEN ALSO THINK SEX IS MUTUALLY FULFILLING

WHEN IT’S FAST AND ONLY LASTS A FEW MINUTES

EVEN THOUGH WOMEN OFTEN ENJOY IT MUCH

MORE WHEN IT'S SLOW AND LASTS FOR MUCH

LONGER THAN MEN PLAN ON (SINCE WOMEN CAN

ENJOY IT FOR LITERALLY OVER AN HOUR OR

LONGER WHEN A MAN IS FOCUSED JUST ON HER

INSTEAD OF ON HIMSELF). WOMEN MAY SPEAK

THE TRUTH ABOUT THESE MATTERS BUT GUYS

FEEL INSULTED WHEN WHAT WOMEN SAY

ACTUALLY TURNS OUT TO BE TRUE.

MOST OF THE LIES ABOUT SEX THAT US GUYS

BELIEVE ARE LIES STARTED BY THE PORN

INDUSTRY AND PERPETUATED BY SELFISH GUYS

THAT MAKE UP FAKE STORIES ABOUT THEIR OWN

SEXUAL EXPERIENCE WITH A WOMAN OR WHAT

THEY HEARD ABOUT FROM SOMEONE ELSE.

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AND, SADLY, SOME FEMALES THAT WERE

SEXUALLY ABUSED AS CHILDREN OFTEN

PERPETUATE SEXUAL MYTHS MORE AS A MEANS

TO SATISFY THE GUY(S) THEY DATE OR ARE

MARRIED TO THAT ABUSE THEM AS ADULTS

(ALTHOUGH THESE WOMEN HAVE BEEN TAUGHT

TO BELIEVE THAT IT’S NOT ABUSE EVEN THOUGH

IT REALLY IS).

AND WHERE DO US GUYS GET THESE TERRIBLE

AND SELFISH IDEAS FROM THAT ULTIMATELY HURT

GIRLS AND WOMEN? MOVIES, MUSIC, PORN,

TELEVISION, THE INTERNET, SOCIAL NETWORKING,

MAGAZINES, PLENTY OF ADULTS THAT SET A BAD

EXAMPLE, TERRIBLE DADS OR TOO MANY BAD

OLDER BROTHERS OR GUYS FROM SCHOOL OR

FRIENDS FROM SCHOOL (IF NOT THEIR DADS) OR

MOST OFTEN A COMBINATION OF IT ALL.

LEGAL GUESSES: ALTHOUGH IT’S ETHICALLY

WRONG FOR A GUY TO LIE TO A WOMAN TO GET

HER TO BELIEVE HE REALLY LOVES HER SO SHE’LL

HAVE SEX WITH HIM, I'M PRETTY SURE IT'S NOT

ILLEGAL TO LIE TO SOMEONE ABOUT WHETHER OR

NOT YOU REALLY LOVE THEM.

HEALTH ISSUES: THE SAME HEALTH CONCERNS

FROM JERK RULE #1 APPLY HERE SO THE NEXT

COUPLE OF SENTENCES ARE REMINDERS

BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT. IN ADDITION TO THIS

GUY GIVING YOU ONE OR MORE S.T.I.S HE CAN

GET YOU PREGNANT AND ABANDON YOU

AFTERWARDS.

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IF HE’S TOO “BIG” (ESPECIALLY IF HE... FOR LACK

OF A LESS GRAPHIC CHOICE OF WORDS...

“ABUSES” YOUR RECTUM) OR IF HE TRICKS YOU

INTO MEETING HIM ALONE SOMEPLACE HE CAN

RAPE YOU EVEN IF YOU AREN’T DRUNK OR IN A

WORSE CASE SCENARIO HE MAY HAVE A FRIEND

THAT RAPES YOU WITH HIM.

BUT EVEN IF IT’S “CONSENSUAL” SEX, MOST

YOUNG WOMEN ARE “SMALL” WHICH MEANS YOU

CAN SUFFER A LOT OF PHYSICAL DAMAGE WHERE

YOU WOULD NEED SPECIAL MEDICAL CARE TO

HELP YOU HEAL AND YOU’LL LIKELY BE IN A LOT

OF PAIN FOR POSSIBLY MANY DAYS

AFTERWARDS.

BASICALLY EVERYTHING ABOUT MARRIAGE TO A

GOOD WOMAN IS TO HELP TEACH A MAN TO

HAVE CONSIDERATION FOR OTHERS; TO TEACH

US GUYS TO BE SYMPATHETIC TO THE FEELINGS,

SUFFERINGS, NEEDS AND CONCERNS OF OTHERS.

THESE LESSONS ARE OFTEN NOT TAUGHT BY MEN

TO OTHER MEN. IT TAKES A GOOD WOMAN TO DO

IT AND TO DO IT EFFECTIVELY SO THAT WE

ACTUALLY CARE AND BECOME MORE SELFLESS IN

SERVICE TO OTHERS.

IF US GUYS CAN'T LEARN TO RESTRAIN

OURSELVES WELL SEXUALLY BEFORE MARRIAGE

THEN WE'LL BE TERRIBLE AT RESTRAINING

OURSELVES DURING MARRIAGE WHEN OUR WIFE

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ISN'T IN THE MOOD OR DOESN'T HAVE TIME OR

GOOD HEALTH FOR SEX.

CHRIST HIMSELF TAUGHT THAT THE GREATEST

AMONG US WILL BE A SERVANT. THE PRINCIPLE

BEING THAT SELFLESS SERVICE IS MORE GOD-

LIKE THAN MASTERS THAT DEMAND TO BE

SERVED.

OVERALL, SEX AT A YOUNG AGE – ESPECIALLY

BEFORE MARRIAGE – MOST OFTEN COMES WITH A

HIGH EMOTIONAL COST (DAMAGES), SOCIAL

COSTS, PHYSICAL COSTS AND CERTAINLY

SPIRITUAL COSTS THAT CAN LEAVE YOU

DEVASTATED WHEN IT’S NOT A PLEASANT

EXPERIENCE. (AND HEARTACHE FROM LIES AND

BROKEN PROMISES IS NEVER A PLEASANT

EXPERIENCE.)

WAITING UNTIL YOU'RE MARRIED TO HAVE SEX IS

THE BEST WAY TO ENJOY IT AND AVOID A TON OF

PAIN AND HEARTACHE. BECAUSE MOST OF US

GUYS ARE GENERALLY SELFISH (NOT GOOD) AND

MOST WOMEN ARE SELFLESS (VERY GOOD), THE

STRONGEST INFLUENCE ON A MAN IS HIS WIFE

AND IT'S THE GOOD INFLUENCE OF WOMEN THAT

TEACHES US MEN HOW TO BE BETTER AT DOING

GOOD SUCH AS BEING MORE SELFLESS LIKE YOU.

WHEN WE FOCUS MORE ON SATISFYING A

WOMAN THE RIGHT WAY IN RELATIONSHIPS AND

MARRIAGE (EMOTIONALLY, SPIRITUALLY,

PHYSICALLY, SEXUALLY ETC) THEN SHE'LL BE

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HAPPIER BECAUSE WE MEN ARE BECOMING LESS

SELF-ABSORBED AND MOST MEN I KNOW PREFER

TO HAVE A TRULY HAPPY WIFE.

LESSONS TO BE LEARNED: YOU CAN NEVER

TRUST WHAT ANY PERSON SAYS UNLESS THEIR

BEHAVIOR MATCHES WHAT THEY SAY. IF A GUY

SAYS THAT HE LOVES YOU THEN IF HE REALLY

DOES LOVE YOU THEN HE WILL WAIT TO HAVE SEX

WITH YOU UNTIL AFTER HE MARRIES YOU

(“WAITING” IS A CLEAR EXAMPLE OF BEHAVIOR –

GOOD BEHAVIOR).

NOT TOUCHING A GIRL INAPPROPRIATELY IS

ANOTHER EXAMPLE OF RESPECTFUL OR GOOD

BEHAVIOR. OTHERWISE, A GUY WILL SAY

ANYTHING TO PUSH YOU INTO HAVING SEX EARLY

IN A RELATIONSHIP.

OR REALIZE HE'S PUSHING YOU BOTH INTO

TROUBLE IF HE WON’T SAY MUCH BUT HIS HANDS

JUST START WANDERING TO TOUCH YOU

SEXUALLY ON PLACES ON YOUR BODY THAT HE

SHOULD NOT OR START REMOVING YOUR

CLOTHES SO HE CAN SEE YOUR NAKEDNESS

(INAPPROPRIATELY WANDERING HANDS IS A CLEAR

EXAMPLE OF BEHAVIOR – SEXUAL BEHAVIOR OR,

IN MY OPINION, BAD BEHAVIOR WHEN IT'S WITH

ANYONE OTHER THAN ONE'S LAWFULLY WEDDED

SPOUSE).

AND THE ONES THAT JUST WANT TO PUSH YOU

FOR SEX ARE THE SAME ONES THAT WILL WANT

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TO BE ALONE WITH YOU LATE AT NIGHT AND

ALMOST DEFINITELY PAST WHATEVER YOUR

CURFEW IS. THOSE ARE THE GUYS THAT ARE

JERKS. THEY OFTEN HIDE THEIR JERK WAYS

BEHIND SMILES AND LOTS OF PROMISES THEY

DON’T PLAN ON KEEPING.

THE GUYS THAT ARE THE MOST TRUSTWORTHY

ARE THE WELL BEHAVED ONES.

HOW DO YOU RECOGNIZE THE WELL BEHAVED

ONES? THEY ARE THE GOOD GUYS THAT DON’T

JOKE ABOUT SEX ALL OF THE TIME, THEY DON’T

SHOW YOU PORN OR TALK ABOUT SEX OR TALK

ABOUT PORN OR ASK YOU TOO OFTEN ABOUT

SEXUAL QUESTIONS. THEY KNOW THAT PORN

KILLS LOVE.

WELL BEHAVED OR “GOOD GUYS” DON’T INSULT

WOMEN OR GIRLS AND THEY DON’T CRACK

SEXUAL JOKES THAT PORTRAY WOMEN OR GIRLS

IN A SLUTTY OR PORNOGRAPHIC WAY. THEY

DEFINITELY DO NOT HIT WOMEN OR USE THEIR

GREATER MALE PHYSICAL STRENGTH AGAINST

WOMEN. THEY APPLAUD AND PROTECT THE

MORAL STRENGTHS OF GOOD WOMEN.

GOOD GUYS DON’T HAVE A TEMPER AND THEY

DON’T GET ANGRY EASILY. TRUSTWORTHY OR

GOOD GUYS DON’T INTRODUCE YOU TO SEXUAL

MUSIC AND THEY DON’T TRY TO GET YOU

INTOXICATED. MOST GOOD GUYS DON’T USE A

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LOT OF FOUL LANGUAGE – IF ANY AT ALL.

GOOD GUYS ACTUALLY TALK MORE ABOUT GOOD

THINGS, NON-SEXUAL THINGS AND YET THEY

KNOW SEX IS GOOD WHEN YOU’RE MARRIED AND

ONLY LEADS TO HEARTACHE AND PAIN WHEN SEX

IS EXPERIENCED BEFORE MARRIAGE OR WITH

SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOUR LAWFULLY WEDDED

SPOUSE.

GOOD GUYS THINK HIGHLY OF WOMEN AND

SPEAK HIGHLY OF WOMEN AND ARE NOT

OFFENDED BY THE FACT THAT MOST FEMALES SET

A BETTER EXAMPLE IN MORAL AND SPIRITUAL

ISSUES THAN GUYS DO.

GOOD GUYS ALSO LOVE THEIR MOTHERS AND NO

MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU ASK HIM OVER

THE COURSE OF YOUR FRIENDSHIP OR DATING

ABOUT WHAT HE THINKS OF HIS MOM, HE’LL

ALWAYS SAY GOOD THINGS ABOUT HER.

GOOD GUYS TAKE THINGS SLOW WHEN DATING

AND ARE NOT ALWAYS TRYING TO GET YOU

ALONE. GOOD GUYS ULTIMATELY CARE MORE

ABOUT HOW THINGS MAY AFFECT YOU MORE

THAN WHAT THE GUY MIGHT GET FROM

SOMEONE.

GOOD GUYS CARE MORE ABOUT YOUR

HAPPINESS AND WELL-BEING AS THEIR GIRLFRIEND

OR WIFE THAN THEIR OWN. GOOD GUYS PUT

YOUR NEEDS AND COMFORT BEFORE THEIR OWN.

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GOOD GUYS CARE VERY MUCH ABOUT HOW

THEIR DECISION AND OTHER PEOPLE’S CHOICES

AFFECT YOU AND YOUR LIFE.

GOOD GUYS ARE MUCH MORE CONSIDERATE OF

OTHER PEOPLE THAN JERKS ARE. JERKS ARE

OFTEN SELFISH. GOOD GUYS ARE NOT SO

SELFISH. GOOD GUYS LIKE TO DO WHAT THEIR

GIRLFRIEND LIKES TO DO.

JERKS DON’T VALUE TENDERNESS BUT INSTEAD

THEY MOCK IT. GOOD GUYS VALUE TENDERNESS

FOR THE CIVILITY IT PROVIDES FAMILIES AND

SOCIETY TOWARDS GREATER PEACE AND

HAPPINESS.

JERKS OFTEN HATE GOD BUT GOOD GUYS –

ESPECIALLY THE REALLY GOOD ONES – GO TO

CHURCH EVERY SUNDAY. CHURCH IS THE BEST

PLACE, SECOND ONLY TO THE HOME, WHERE WE

LEARN TO CARE MORE FOR OTHERS THAN WE DO

FOR OURSELVES.

GOD TEACHES US TO LOVE AND SERVE ONE

ANOTHER AND MOMS OFTEN TEACH THE SAME

LESSONS TO THEIR CHILDREN (ESPECIALLY IN THE

WAY US BOYS NEED MOST: BY LOTS AND LOTS

AND LOTS OF REPEAT LESSONS).

JERKS DON’T WANT TO