As we drive back to my place, I’m left to decide whether I should invite Jase inside. He’s been awfully quite since our last conversation and I’d hate for things to end this way. I question maybe if I should invite him in, to try and lighten the mood.
If I do- does he think I’m going to sleep with him? Well of course he would. But do I want to? Well yes I do. But I’ll just keep wanting more. And I know he’s heading back to New York soon. So I’m not sure what I’m to do.
My feelings for him have grown to a level where I don’t want to say goodbye. He’s like a drug that makes me feel good and I keep saying I’ll stop but just like an addict, I never do.
Before I can think anymore, I realised we’ve arrived at my apartment. And Jase has already hopped outside. I unbuckle my belt slowly and find Jase on my side opening the door for me. I smile up at him while he grabs my hand and walks me to my door. I begin to grab the keys from my bag and stop at my door, fidgeting with my keys.
Fuck, what do I do?
Before I get a chance to say anything, Jase grabs my face and tilts my chin up to him. “I had a really great night with you Sophie. I really want to see you again if you would let me,” he says with a sly smile, this time giving me permission to say no. Do I want to say no? Or do I want to say yes? My mind is so muddled that I do the one thing that I never thought I’d do.
I invite him in.
*******
“Do you want something to drink?” I ask nervously almost knocking all the glasses over in the cabinet.
“Water’s fine, thanks.”
I grab an unopened bottle of water from the fridge and hand it to him, my hands shaking. I really don’t know what I got myself into. I’m nervous as hell. I’m torn between letting him have his way with me and kicking him out.
I see him picking up picture frames, but he stops at the one of me and my mother.
“Your mum looks so young. You guys look so similar. She’s very pretty,” he says to me while holding the frame.
“Thanks. She’s a great woman.”
Jase continues to walk around and I decide sitting is too much for me right now. I’m too panicked and fidgety to sit still. I decide to go back to the kitchen and grab a glass of water. Somehow having a glass of water then turns into me unpacking the dishwasher.
Unpacking the fucking dishwasher. Oh my god.
Jase notices my very strange behaviour. “Um Soph, do I bore you that much that you have to unpack the dishwasher?”
Well of course not, who doesn’t unpack their dishwasher when a very hot guy is in their apartment and the sexual tension is at an all-time high?
“Oh ha, I didn’t even realise I was doing that. Habit I guess.”
Liar.
Jase walks slowly towards me, clearly noticing my uncomfortableness and nervousness.
He places his hands on either side of my waist, towering over my tiny frame.
“If you want me to go, just say so. You look really nervous. I don’t want you to be afraid of me. I’m not going to do anything you don’t want me to,” he says softly to me, his eyes burning into mine.
You would think I would smile and say thanks and give him a kiss and leave it at that. But Jase makes me do crazy things, or more so, my body does crazy things at the sight of Jase.
Instead I say the first thought that comes to mind. “I’m just really attracted to you and I just want you to kiss me already.”
Oh my god. Did I just say that?
I immediately feel my face begin to warm up; actually it feels so hot you could fry an egg on it. How I wish I could turn back time and just take back those words. Oh how I wish I could jump into a small hole right now.
But Jase just smiles at me and moves his hands between my face before he speaks. ”I would like nothing better to kiss you right now,” he says before slowly bringing his lips onto mine.
As soon as his lips touch mine, all the anxieties and fears I had earlier go flying out the door. It’s like I can focus again.
His lips slowly kiss mine, and I part my mouth slowly to allow his tongue to entwine with mine. One of his hands slowly trail down the length of my body, grazing over my breast and resting on my ass. He begins to palm my ass, kneading it and working his magic to show his need for me. I pull him tighter to me, holding him so close that my breasts squish up against his chest.
His mouth begins to kiss down my jaw before landing on the sweet spot on my neck where he begins to bite, suck and nibble. My legs instantly part and a warmth has enveloped my stomach all the way down to the middle of my legs.
Jase then pulls both his hands to my ass and rubs his very hard dick against me, grinding into my sex, showing me just how turned on he is. There is nothing civil in the way we’re kissing anymore. We’re kissing and nipping and biting like animals.
Realising that I’m pushed up against the kitchen bench, I brace myself against the ledge, almost needing to be pulled up with my legs spread and Jase in between them. As if hearing my thoughts, Jase grabs both my ass cheeks and plonks me right on the bench. It’s the perfect height where he can enter me. I bring my legs up and around him while he slowly slides his hand up top. I rip off my jacket, sending it hurling onto the floor. Jase continues to lean into my neck, kissing it so delicately, making me arch my back and push my breasts into him, my upper torso curved in a C shape.
Together we pull my top and bra off before I’m left sitting with my breasts exposed. My nipples instantly harden at having them out and Jase cups one in his hand and sucks on the other. I begin to moan and grind into his dick which only makes me more wet. I’m wild and free and turned on and I couldn’t care about a thing. All I want is him in me. Fucking me so hard that I don’t think about him anymore.
“Where’s your room?” he says in a deep voice while sucking my breast.
I’m panting so hard, it’s almost impossible for me to form coherent words. “Second room down the corridor.”
Jase picks me up and walks me over to my bedroom, kicking the door open and placing me gently on the bed before crushing his weight over mine. The feel of his body only turns me on more. His all toned muscle and his hands are working my body like magic.
Somewhere through all the kissing, my clothes have all come off. Realising that Jase still has his on, I sit up and push him down on my bed, taking off his shirt, jeans, and slowly taking his underwear off. Seeing his cock again shocks me. The sheer size and thickness of it is huge. I don’t think I could ever get used to seeing it. I don’t think anyone could.
All I want to do is have that in me, but I also want to taste him, the same dirty way he tasted me. Normally I wouldn’t, but Jase makes me become another woman. Like I have an alter ego.
Jase begins to get up to grab me back down and kiss me, but I just push him back.
I kiss his neck, slowly working my way down his stomach. I look up into his eyes, and they are burning with such intensity that I feel like I’m the most attractive woman on the planet.
He continues to watch me all the way, and I keep my eyes open the whole time while I bite and nibble and suck his torso and lower stomach. He has his hands in my hair, massaging it slowly while ever so slightly he moves his lower torso up to my face, showing me just how ready he is.
And I can see just how ready he is, his cock is so far upright it’s almost bending backwards. I smile at him while I kiss in between his legs, just grazing over his balls.
“Fuck Sophie, your killing me” he growls
Same gorgeous pleasure you gave me, I’m, giving you sweetheart.
Finally, I let the torture stop and position my mouth over his huge cock. I look up at him one last time before I let my mouth descend on him. His eyes are the most intense shade of green, practically screaming at me to fuck him.
I close my mouth around his cock and work my tongue over and around his head and then back down his shaft. I really get his dick wet, covering it with my saliva as I continue to suck, bob, and swirl.
I do this over and over while I grab his balls in my hand and massage them gently. I then close my hand over his dick and work them up and down his shaft while I place one of his balls delicately in my mouth licking and sucking ever so gently.
“Fuck Sophie, I’m not going to last like this baby,” he growls again.
It’s true. He’s thrusting his dick into me and I can feel his dick harden, and I know he is on the verge. I quickly grab his dick back in my mouth and suck.
He grabs my hair and pulls it back, to try and stop me from sucking him, like he’s trying to hold out, but I love the power it gives me knowing I can make him come any second.
I pull forward and suck so deep, letting his dick touch all the way in the back of my throat.
“Baby, I’m going to come in your mouth, I’m about to come, FUCK!” he screams.
I feel the warm liquid fill up my mouth and I let bits of his liquid dribble at the side of my lips for Jase to see. He continues to come from seeing the image of him coming on my face and when he’s done, I grab some tissues from my nightstand and wipe my mouth down.
I come back up and look at him to see if he’s satisfied. He looks at me slightly stunned, like he can’t believe I just did that.
“Fuck Soph, that was incredible,” he says still panting. “If that’s what your mouth feels like on my dick, I can’t wait to have your pussy on it.”
“It’s just payback from last time. Stay here, I’ll be right back,” I say jumping from the bed and heading straight to the bathroom.
I quickly grab mouthwash out of the bathroom cupboard and take a gulp, swishing it around my mouth before spitting it back out. I also grab some face cleanser and give my face a quick wash. The last thing I want to do is head back out there and smell like his come.
After my quick five minutes, I turn back to my bedroom to find Jase asleep in my bed snoring away ever so softly.
Great.
I decide not to disturb him and instead turn off all the lights in the house and get into bed next to Jase. In so many ways, this was not the way I had tonight planned. And I certainly did not expect Jase to be asleep. But life, as it turns out, can throw you many curve balls.
Giggling soflty, I lay a blanket over Jase and tuck myself into bed next to him falling into a deep sleep.