There's really only two reactions to life. Fear or love. Think about on which of these is the relationship base and you can then make your decision. To live in fear is ultimately to live in the dark. You are in a darkened room just not physically. To live in love, is to choose the light. To choose the positive. You have total power to make and live by that choice.
But know that when you're ready to decide to step from that darkened room and start heading towards the light I will be there. You will be all powerful in this new decision to change your life. When you finally decide on the positives, rather than the negatives you will become unstoppable. You will now know you are never alone, but “all one”.
Fear or life. Decide.