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YESSSS!

 

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Honestly, by now, My ego is getting tired!

It is dissolving so much I can’t even feel my self !!

I had to label this card with my name so I can still feel myself existing.

CAPITAL and all a girl has to stay grounded, u know!

ANYWAY!

I love #visualization so much ! I live 99.9% in my head... Playing my own music .. Watching my own movies

#keepcalm and #daydream baby.

It’s sooo crazy..

But I feel sooo GOOD when I am in my own world and I’m in full control, peace, love, rainbows....and I also know that to have rainbows, I might need to put up with the reality of rain..

so, last winter I decided to make peace with the rainy days “reality” coz it seemed like only when I hold on to “the reality” of what’s outside of me that I start feeling. . .Hmmm! . Not so much like “it”.

That feeling of not being like it is the nature of the paradoxical existence of this time and space” reality” we operate at .

Brain scientist call it “beta level” Laura Silva calls it “bullshit level ” and Ogaana calls it “ring my bells level AKA ring a ding ding” coz I discovered that yesss it’s a messy but it's a FUN party to be at! I actually discovered by the end of my “winter peace treaty” that I loved the voice of Thunder blasting! weird huh!?

I am telling you : you can only really enjoy the party of life if you are willing to DANCE on its own rhythms . So keep an open heart and am open ear. expand and stretch you possibilities to the MAX to accommodate the cacophony and listen to the magical harmony in the background. Let it move through your body . dance . even when you don’t recognize or like the song playing .

more importantly, KNOW WHAT kind of music that makes YOU feel groovy. . maybe ask the universe to play it loud for you ~_^ Then we would all l dance along and celebrate with you, even if we did not recognize or like that music.

“visualize yourself cleaning the lens of your third eye.

See your life come into focus.”  -Carol Tuttle