“Boss is in your town, will see you in his hotel suite, sharp at 8.30 am”.
It was already 8.15 in the morning when Mayank saw the SMS of the personal secretary of the
owner on his mobile along with his three missed calls. No time to rehearse his lines that he
intended to say but did not expect it so soon. He picked up a piece of paper and a pen, jotted
down something, read them and threw it in the dustbin in a clear sign of disapproval. Stood for a
while in front of the mirror, reviewed some gestures and smiled. Picked the keys of his car and
stepped out of his house.
As he locked his door, his neighbor commented, “Looks like it will rain today”. Mayank asked
him did he like rains. “Does my liking or disliking matter to the rain God?
You can?t choose
your destiny, you can however choose your courage”, the neighbor shot back.
As Mayank
entered the lift, he just added for fun, “You can simply choose the size of your umbrella”. He
could hear his neighbor saying it almost shouting, “...what umbrella..! The one your newspaper
gave me for six-month subscription? It can?t even shield a dog?s piss, let alone rain”.
The Boss, the owner of the newspaper had a fixed suite in the seven star hotel. Mayank had been
to his suite once before and knew it quite well where he would comfortably sit to face the boss.
The suite attendant asked, as he ushered him in to the large hall like sitting room, if he liked the
idea of having tea or coffee in the meantime as saheb was in the bathroom and might take a few
minutes. He declined it and instead asked for a bottle of mineral water. He knew the Boss liked
to sit on the large couch at the farthest end of the room, so he chose a seat opposite the Boss but
slightly across to ensure he avoided direct eye contact.
He had occasions in the past to talk with the owner but it was first time that he was facing him
one to one. The previous encounters were very formal, usually in group meetings where he
would just respond to some queries he made or simply listened to what he said. There never was
the need to know more about the Boss as he had no business with him.
Anyway, the Boss would
be guarded and made largely inaccessible by the editor and general manager whenever he would
visit the office, once a month or so.
As is usual with all big people, there were rumors about the nature, lifestyle and habits of the
owner which could interest a page three journalist but he never heeded to them. He firmly
believed, gossiping is more about disproportionate smoke of the actual fire and he had no
business with either of the two. Moreover, he believed, a person had multiple personalities and
what one aspect of his personality did should ideally not be a benchmark for judging the actions
by the other. He was associated with the owner in a professional capacity and what the Boss did
in his personal capacity was neither his concern nor the yardstick of his judgment about him. As
he had left home, he had made a firm resolve to receive him with an unburdened mind. He
basically knew too little about the Boss, his ideas and mannerisms to create any presumption and
premonition about him.
The owner, in his late forties, had seen the rise of the media empire he owned from its struggling
days. He was known for his generosity with heart but miserly with his words. Mayank had
known more about him through the manner in which he was talked about among top people of
his newspaper. He could gather that the Boss was probably bit more amicable and approachable;
at times even weak and supple than it would be befitting and professionally appropriate for him
as an owner. Loose talk about bosses and owners are favorite pastime of people all over the
globe but at times, he would be puzzled whether the owner was actually as submissive and pliant
as he was taken as in the talks of the editor and general manager. He was very unsure, how he
would put up with him. He had however decided, before leaving his house that he would be
honest to his nature without caring what perception his owner would carry about him and
whatever end the talks might achieve.
The Boss looked relaxed. He entered the room in shorts and tee-shirt which did not look very
expensive. He held the pack of cigarette and a lighter in his hand. Mayank greeted him but he did
not respond. He knew about this habit of the Boss and did not take it badly. He would hold it as a
sign of the low self-esteem of the man who would not respond to the greetings or at best a oneup-manship ploy and would usually consider a waste of time and energy talking with such a
person. He however did not mind it as he had made up his mind to give the occasion a full
chance.
The Boss gestured him to sit on the sofa vertically in front of his usual couch. He moved in and
was settling on the sofa when the question came.
“Have you joined anywhere?”
“No.”
“Have plans to...any offer..?”
“No...no thoughts yet.”
The Boss pressed the remote bell and the attendant appeared.
“Would you like sandwiches or something else...?”
“Tea or coffee would be better.”
The Boss nodded and asked the attendant to pass on the ashtray before he left. He lighted a
cigarette and stretched relaxingly on the couch.
“What exactly is your problem?”
“Nothing...the issue is not me, not about me...no personal complaints...”
“...you are a good hand... if you think your career gets better shape with some other people; I will
say all the best. But, I would want to have people like you in my team so, I should know what is
there in my place which makes good people leave us...”, the Boss said haltingly focusing all the
while on the cigarette which he rolled between his fingers.
Mayank held his reply...weighed his words...checked with his resolve; asked himself, „do I really
want to do it, will it be of any use?, realized it quick that he had nothing to lose. He understood,
all good things take time to come through and that should not deter people in taking the very
difficult first step. He resolved he would take a chance with destiny.
“Sir, I am completely unemployed now, not even a wife or kid waiting for me at home so, I have
lots of time but I understand; you are extremely busy person. What I have to say, and given a
chance I would like to say, will take a long elaboration”, he said with a grin on the face to make
the environment relaxed and agreeable.
“Nobody has invited me for lunch either...”, the owner returned the grin.
Mayank got positive, shifted position on the chair to take off his plan.
The Boss also moved
slightly forward on the couch in an apparent bid to lend ears to him.
“A few centuries back, there was a monk who was famous for his magical powers of cure.
People would come to him with terminal diseases and he would cure them by the touch of his
hand. There however was another strange thing about him. He would always be weeping. His
eyes would shed tears incessantly, even when he would be in deep sleep.
Often, he would raise
both his hands towards open sky and would cry and howl like a baby. People around him and
even his own disciples had never seen him speak a single word since last 20
years. One day, his
childhood friend visited him and first time people saw him smiling. His friend was very
concerned and asked him about his continuous tears and wails. He wondered; when his magic
could cure pains of thousands of humans, what pains made him weep and moan.
The monk
replied, „I am not in pain, I have no problems. I weep and cry to draw the attention of the God
Almighty. There is so much pain and problems with millions of humans in the world and God
alone has to take care of all of them. People speak to God in languages which they themselves
have created, so their appeals do not reach him. Almighty receives only pure emotions as a
language and there are only two words in his language – the weep and wail and the second is
smile and laughter. You do not weep in French or Chinese languages, similarly smile and
laughter is common in all human languages. I weep and wail so that God could pay attention to
me and lift me in his lap.? The monk told his friend that he did not have any magical powers of
cure. What he did was to take the pains of others and pass it on to the Almighty through his tears
and wails and it reaches him. He is then moved and cures them. Normal humans could not get
God?s solutions as they could not speak to him in the language of pure emotions which God
understands. The monk said he just worked as a translator.”
The boss did not react...played with his lighter for a few second, probably taking his time for the
story to sink into his mind. Was about to say something when the coffee arrived and he checked
his words. He asked the attendant to put the coffee tray on the table in front of his couch and
waived him off. He asked Mayank for sugar and made coffee himself for both.
“Forgive me if I am wrong because I am a business person, not versed with the intricacies of
emotionalism of literature. What I make out of your story is first, I do not understand the
language of my people and their problems and secondly, there are too many problems in the
place I own.”
“You have approached the reality from the wrong end.”
“But the fact anyway is that I am ignorant about the problems, isn?t it?”
“True it is; but not your fault. It is not ignorance but a communication bottleneck.”
“So, what I have to take out of that, where do I figure in the problem and what is expected of me.
Do I have ready solutions?”
“That exactly is the purpose of my story. You are the almighty of this small universe where life
has put you, me and a few others. You have all the solutions. You can never be a problem and do
not figure in any of the problems because you have created this for all of us. You actually figure
in all the solutions, you have the power to mitigate all pains of all those in your universe. The
problem is that problems do not reach you, not because you are ignorant. It is because you are
busy, very busy and problems are not being reached to you as you do not have a monk in your
top and middle management ranks. The meek workers of your universe have double trouble.
They neither have a magical monk who could work for them as the translator, like the one in my
story, nor do they know to speak the language which their almighty understands. In this case,
their God is not even accessible. ”
The owner looked unsettled. Probably too many things had come up in too short a time for him
to grab and react. He lighted a cigarette and this time also offered Mayank. He took it but did not
light up.
“Sir, if you allow me and extend some liberty, I would like to make things clear for you. I only
request you not to react immediately; let the talk sink in, let issues get processed in leisure. You
have the last word on all matters so; you have nothing to worry about.”
The Boss didn?t say anything, continued smoking and gestured him to go ahead, still in the same
thoughtfulness.
“There is small bit of an attitude crisis, better call it a psychological trap for people who are big,
successful, leaders in their fields of activity and owners of fortunes which they make with so
much pain and perseverance.”
The Boss raised his eyes from the ashtray and fixed it on him. Mayank could see the
apprehension in his eyes. He had succeeded in getting his attention back on his talk.
“Success and achievement becomes a habit and second nature for them. That is why; they pay
more attention to answers than the questions. They do not want to listen to the problem but move
ahead to talk about solutions. Answers and solutions are the script of success and continued
achievement and it is quite natural that leaders and owners always avoid questions and problems.
The trouble is; the top and middle management people, who always look for keeping the owners
in good mood and remain his blue eyed boy, stop the access of problems and question to the
owners. They actually kill the questions and problems. God cannot be him if he fails to listen to
the problems and questions of his people. He may not solve them but every human has the liberty
and faith to tell him his problems and this is how almighty remains their last hope.”
The Boss looked more focused now to him and his talks. Mayank thought of moving ahead with
his dialogue but checked himself. He thought it more useful to take along the right perception of
the owner with his talk so that he could be on the same plane of perception.
“It interests me to see things from a different perspective, the one you are putting ahead. I am
also open to travel the path along with you, though not fully confident.
Actually, to be frank, I
am not mentally prepared to sit over such larger issues which I believe you wish me to. My
immediate concern is; as you probably said it right, the solution of the current crisis. I am
probably trained this way but even you would admit, solutions are important than problems. And
I would surely like to see the solution of the problem at hand then move on to other larger issues
which you seem to be interested in.”
“Sir, my purpose also is the solution. Actually, there never was a problem.
It was made one and
now it is being made out that the solution is difficult, which isn? t.”
“Do you understand we are losing big revenue because of the government ad ban?”
“Yes, I am a journalist but it does not mean I am not concerned about the financial health of the
newspaper which provides me bread and butter.”
“Do you mean to say, there is a ready solution to get over the ad ban?”
“Yes sir; we can start getting ads from tomorrow, if we do a small thing.”
“Okay; let me say I trust you on that front but what about you?”
“My resignation is like the cry and wail of the monk to attract the attention of the almighty about
the problems our institution and people within it have, which has no ready solution but needs
one.”
“And what I have to do for you to take it back?”
“You are already doing it, giving me your precious time and attention. But I think I will need
more of both, if not right now.”
“So, it is a deal now…”
“No sir, it is not a deal. It is a humble request from my side. I will work out the solution for the
government ad ban and may be back to work after you sit out over the whole thing which I wish
to tell you.”
“Call it what suits you but I call it a deal so that I could move ahead with it. What next?”
Mayank told him that he would get an appointment with the chief minister and the Boss along
with the editor would meet him the next day. Both of them must go as it would relax the hurt ego
of the politician. When they would meet him, the Boss would have two options. One, he could
simply say sorry, making it clear to the chief minister that they could not calculate it right that
the story could make such brouhaha. Even the chief minister knows the story was not incorrect
but the timing was wrong and that is why there is no harm saying a simple sorry. Second option
would be to throw up the coin of tit for tat. They would say to the chief minister that they were
ditched. The rival newspaper also had the story and their editor had an understanding with their
editor that both of them would run the story as the scam was more of a bureaucratic bungling
with little political overtones. But unfortunately the rival editor played the game and held the
story back. They would say they never believed that such a trouble would be caused and then
would say sorry.
The Boss listened to his solution. He stretched back on the couch in a relaxed posture. Lighted
another cigarette and took a deep gasp. He looked at his watch and rose up.
“We meet tomorrow. I want you to be with me when we go to the chief minister?s place. I
presume you have not talked to the editor and others since you resigned and I don?t think you
need to till tomorrow”, the Boss said in his usual authoritative voice as he gestured Mayank to
come along.
At the door, when Mayank was about to leave, the Boss said, “Your second option is a better
one, if we pull it off well.” Mayank only nodded in affirmative.
**