Year 2020
Laisalaha mindunillahi kasyifah
When humans were afflicted with the mysterious disease Covid19, the wind around me felt a little strange. In early February 2020 I fell ill with a viral fever. I waited for three weeks to recover but it didn’t go away.
I went to specialist for further checks. Astagfirullah, I seek forgiveness. I was positive with Tuberculosis, a dangerous disease which is quite fatal.
I found that my body's immunity was getting weak after visited the hospitals during my father’s illness. It could be caused by the TB germs from the hospital. God knows His plan.
In March 2020, Malaysia declared MCO (movement control order). The Covid19 had attacked the nation. I was super ill with TB. Everyone was confined at home while covid19 is spreading into the whole world.
God gave His mercy on me. My disappearance from office for several months, was not felt by anyone due to Covid19 lockdown. TB medication was taken daily without failed.
But my body was so weak that I couldn’t bear the torment of the TB drug. It caused my liver swollen and I vomited almost everyday.
I remembered my dream that said I died young at age 59 years old. I will turn 49 y.o in 8 months. Could I have misheard it correctly?
I felt my death is getting closer everyday. The sleep of the sick people were very much different than the sleep of healthy people.
One night in March 2020, I saw my body recited a zhikr "Laisalaha mundunillahi kasyifah".
I was amazed to witness with my own sight.
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My Nafs (breath) did not leave my body when my spirit was away into another realm. |
The moment my spirit came back into the body, I woke up and heard the chanting of my nafs, repeatedly in this verse, ’there’s nothing without Allah and Allah who heals’.
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I saw the chanting followed my nafs not my nafs followed the chanting. I slowly followed them until I fell asleep again.
Subhanallah. All praise to Allah.
Tears streamed down my cheeks as I resumed sleeping. Tragic… because Nafs wanted me to live. They healed me in my sleep with the healing chanting as though as they were looking after me while I was away in another realm.
This is the Majesty of God.
The knowledge of healing of ‘Laisa laha min dunillahi kasyifah’ received from Him. While I never utter this du’a prayer before, not knowing it was a miracle verse for healing, but God taught me the knowledge.
