The UnGodly by Ang Berry - HTML preview

April 17th

12:55 a.m.

“This sucka is crazy. He remind me of that doll Chucky when he was about to be burned.”

Sinning is hard work – I’ll say that. I have more (things) now than I did back then.

12:55 pm

On the internet just browsing and come across this: http://www.charismamag.com/spirit/spiritual-warfare/15889-can-you-be-raped-by-the-devil

Holy Comoly!

I have to find more.

I have a personal acquaintance that had a sexual experience with the devil. I don’t know how she did it. I’m going to ask her if he’s vulgar to her now. She’s someone I love, but I don’t know how she did it because them things is nasty. Trying to introduce a succubus (female sex demon). That’s where all that lesbian talk came from (love lesbians just not one) trying to corrupt me.

And I remember this loved one telling me that it was a very intensely pleasurable experience, (maybe because she thought she was with her mate), which I’m reading over and over in my search. Just oughtta be pleasurable because one is losing their soul in the process. And humans are extremely carnal creatures.

I remember him saying that he would “wear my ass out” and I’m reading that, too, is common. As well as he TRICKS women/men into believing that he’s someone else.

I took it as an invasion of my privacy. A very hurtful experience. I thank God; it could’ve been worse. HE came and HELPED ME which is the POINT. Makes me wonder for people who don’t feel that God would help them…maybe because at first they consented…I don’t know.

This sucka is screaming, “Would they want help if now the experience isn’t any more pleasurable?”

Very, very sad people are right now somewhere being violated by…something - but I won’t let the experience go to waste. It was very, very hurtful to me. I am extremely, very embarrassed because of it because that thing is nasty…the feeling of it is miserable. I can’t imagine if I didn’t have God in my life. I’m reading that a succubus will lay beneath a man. Very disgusting.

I cannot speak from experience only to say that they will try to see what arouses you, but I doubt that the experience with them is more pleasurable than sleeping with a human person if that human is considerate of your desires. You’re better off bouncing on a fence pole. Demons seek out what you want to steal your soul by any means necessary.

My experience will not go to waste.

So like humans, as an imposter, he will start off with a congenial, friendly statement, which leads directly into an insult.

I remember when I was a little girl about five. My grandmother lived on a road called Livernois in a basement apartment. In an upstairs apartment was a family – a man and his wife and their little girl who was about my age. We used to play together. One day I was at her house and we were playing.

I don’t know how we got on the subject, but I remember her telling me that she believed in the devil and asking me who I believed in. I remember her mother sitting close by and me having the sensation that she was listening to our conversation, which was awkward feeling but okay with me, I guess. Whenever I think of the mother, I remember her in all black.

The girl had black hair. I don’t know if she was Caucasian or Hispanic maybe, but I knew she was not black like me. I knew that.

I said to her, “I believe in both.”

As an adult, that always bothered me - that I split my allegiance. I was just a little girl but I don’t know why I said that. Maybe because I wanted to be friends. I believed in God, my mother taught me, but I wanted to get along. I don’t know.

And, of course, this… Genesis 6:4 - 6

“There were giants in the earth in those days; and also after that, when the sons of God came in unto the daughters of men, and they bare children to them, the same became mighty men which were of old, men of renown.

And GOD saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.

And it repented the LORD that he had made man on the earth, and it grieved him at his heart.”

I wonder how HE felt after making Eden. Was HE happy? How kind HE was to think to give Adam a mate. But alas, we can’t make it to the second book of the bible before all hell breaks loose - the third chapter and this sucka is already trying to ruin everything. And that’s just how he is too - like an attachment, an annoyance that brings misery.

Genesis 3

“Now the serpent was more subtil than any beast of the field which the LORD God had made. And he said unto the woman, Yea, hath God said, Ye shall not eat of every tree of the garden?

And the woman said unto the serpent, We may eat of the fruit of the trees of the garden

But of the fruit of the tree which is in the midst of the garden, God hath said, Ye shall not eat of it, neither shall ye touch it, lest ye die.

And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die:

For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.”

And. She. Fell. For. It.

Genesis 3:3

“And the LORD God said unto the woman, What is this that though hast done? And the woman said, The serpent beguiled me, and I did eat.”

Are humans dumb? Yes. Don’t judge, Angel. Could’ve been you. I don’t know what’s going on.