Tabios.....
My head is fucking killing me I feel like someone is hitting me with a fucking metal bat over and over again. How much did I drink last night? Last thing I remember is fucking Tatina. I throw my arm over my eyes to cover them from the sun. I don’t even know how I got to my room last night. I feel movement coming from beside me. I pull back the sheets and find Tatina. “Oh fuck” I mumble. How did this happen? She knows better than to stay the fucking night.
I pull of my sheets and sit at the edge of my bed. The whole room starts to spin around. Fuck now my stomach is spinning. I think I am going to be sick. “Good morning baby,” Tatina wraps her arms around me. I shake my head trying to fight the dizziness. I slap her arms off me. “You need to leave” I say as I lean my elbows on my knees. I run my fingers through my hair. I need to take a shower a cold one at that. “Oh come on we can have a little fun before I go” she runs her nails up my back.
“You need to fucking leave” I stand to walk away from her. I need her out of my fucking room. I don’t want her to get any fucking ideas about what happen last night. There is nothing going on between me and her. “You weren’t saying that last night,” she replies. I turn to look at her “I didn’t ask you to stay”. I was drunk but not insane I would have never asked her to stay the night. Her eyes drop to my hard cock as she licks her lips. She probably thinks I’m hard for her but the truth is I am not. I can’t help that my cock is hard it always is in the mornings.
“No, you didn’t,” she gets on her knees and starts to crawl towards me. “So why did you stay the night you know my rules” I ask. Something must seriously wrong with me because I feel no desire to fuck her. “Because when I was getting ready to leave to leave you said Angel don’t leave me” she looks up at me with her eyes fill with desire. I don’t remember calling her Angel. What the hell was I thinking? I grab my sheets and wrap it around my waist “Well get the fuck out” I say as I walk to the bathroom. “I don’t want to see you here when I get back”.
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After a long cold shower I got dress and headed downstairs to get some breakfast. Luckily Eva just finished a fresh stash of pancakes. Old Bastard is already sitting at the table. “Wass up OB?” I ask as I take the seat across from him. He nods his head and returns to his pancakes. That’s strange he always have something smart to say. “Here you go,” Eva place a pile of pancakes in front of me. “Thank you” I smile as I reached for the syrup. She smiles as she walks around the table towards OB “I’m going back home to take a nap are you coming?”. OB wraps his arm around her waist “I’ll be there in a few”. She leans in and gives him a kiss. I drop me head to look at my pancakes to give them some privacy. “Bye Barb see you later” she waves as she walks out the door.
OB watches her leave and once she was out the door he signs loudly. “What’s going on?” I ask. I’ve notice that he is acting weird since he found out they were going to be parents. “You have no idea” he simply states as he walks over to the cabinet to reach for a whiskey. “Oh shit is that serious?” I ask it’s only 9 in the morning and he is already starting to drink that’s not normal not even for him.
He walks back to the table and takes a shot of the whiskey “I don’t know if I am ready to be a real father” he confesses. I knew he was panicking about that. Who wouldn’t be bringing a baby into our world is crazy. “Bro aren’t you like 50 something? You should be having fucking grandkids by now” I joke trying to change the mood. “Fuck off Barb I am only 39” he takes another shot. Well I guess my plan fail. “Look OB I see the way you look at Eva she is your everything and you will kill and destroy anything or anyone that tries to harm her that is exactly the same way you will feel for that baby you’re going to be a great fucking dad
He presses his lips together like he is trying to keep something from slipping out. He pours himself a double shot and throw it back “Fuck Barbie what I am about to tell you no one knows and I don’t want this to get out” he stares me right in the eye and I can tell he means business. I push my plate to the side and give him my full attention. “I have a daughter” he states.
I look at him waiting for him to say he is playing. “What? Are you serious?”. I’ve known OB since I was 15 and I’ve never herd or even seen this daughter of his. He nods his heads “Yeah back when I was in high school I got my girlfriend pregnant. I wasn’t ready to have no baby I was only 15 for crying out loud and it wasn’t like I had parents who would help me with that damn baby, my father was a drunk and my mother was a druggie. I told her to get an abortion but she refuse. I dropped out of school because I couldn’t stand seeing her walking the hallways with her belly it reminded me of the piece of shit that I was that’s when I met Raul he was just starting the Santos and he offer me a spot that I couldn’t refuse. He was talking about getting more money that I have ever dreamed of I thought it was perfect I would earn some money and go look to Rosie to help her with the baby. I knew I couldn’t go empty handed or she wouldn’t even give me the time of day,” he pauses to pour another drink. I reach over for the bottle and pour myself a drink. I have a feeling this story isn’t going to have a happy ending.
“When I finally had enough money to offer Rosie and the baby a decent living I couldn’t find her” his eyes start to get watery. I’ve never seen OB cry before I didn’t think it was even possible. I don’t know what to say or what to do so I just stay still. “Turns out that Rosie and her family got into a car accident and they all died expect the baby. Rosie held on to her life just to give birth to the baby but died right after it. I rush to the hospital to see the baby. She looked just like Rosie expect for the big brown eyes and brown hair that she got it from me,” he smiles as he remembers that moment. I can tell that he really loves his daughter.
“When it was time for Riley, that’s what I named her, to be release they didn’t give her to me. They said I was too young to be responsible for a baby even though she was my daughter the only way I could take Riley home was if I had a parent or guardian to help me but neither my father or my mother offer to help me so Riley ended up being place in the system until I turn 18 but by the time I was 18 I had started my criminal record and of course I lost all rights to my baby. They took her away from me.”
I run my hand through my hair “Damn OB that’s some shit”. I don’t know what to say to him. “So you gave up looking for her?” I ask. He shakes his head “Of course not I am still looking for her,” he takes another shot “the thing is I haven’t told Eva”. Damn. Now that is going to be a fucking mess. “How am I supposed to tell her that I am a piece of shit that got a girl pregnant and then disappear on her? Now that Eva is pregnant I feel like a bigger scumbag how am I supposed to be number one dad to this baby when I have another kid who doesn’t even know I exists?” he ask.
“What’s up bitchesz” Rebel walks in with his million dollar smile. He looks at the bottle of whiskey and then back at us “Still celebrating I see”. OB stares at me warning me not to mention anything that he just confine in me. “Nah just to get rid of the hangover that’s all” I say. “Hangover? Only old bastards like ya two get shit like that” he pours himself a drink. He howls like a wolf as it goes down his throat “Woow,”. OB stands “I gatta go, there is a pregnant woman waiting for me”. I give him a nod as he walks away. I look down at my watch that reads 4 pm maybe I should ride my bike to clear my head. “Heading to the strip club?” Rebel asks with a wolf smile. “No” I answer honestly because I wasn’t but maybe I’ll drop by.